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What is an "observation?"

I am not particularly sure why I am permitting my team to publish these "observations." They are random, habitual (obsessive?), reflections. As such, I am not sure that they will be of much value to most readers. Moreover, I am not particularly proud of the style. They are dictated rapid-fire without much time for revision.

Nevertheless, I keep spewing them out. And in fact, these brief thoughts form much of the frame-work for my writing and teaching. If you find them of any use or if you have related thoughts, I would be grateful for an email response.

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You can search the field located on the upper-right hand side of this page or you can browse the various titles with the index below. The search function may be your best choice as it will provide key-word matches from the actual content.

 

February 2, 2012

Business Management: Don't Defeat a Competitor, Create a Customer

Observations/Reflections: On the Business' Focus
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Category: Personal
Written: 12/19/2011
Published: 02/02/2012

The purpose of business is not to defeat a competitor; the purpose of business is to create a customer. When I sit in a meeting and the primary topic is the competitive threat, I know that the company is only becoming more vulnerable. The attention of the C-Suite should be on the customer, not the competitor.

Is it ever appropriate for the C-Suite to think about competitors? Of course, but this conversation must always be disciplined by a more fundamental question: How can I serve my customer better than anyone else?


February 1, 2012

What Causes the Greatest Pain in a Relationship?

Observations/Reflections: On Pain in Relationships
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Category: Personal
Written: 12/13/2011
Published: 02/01/2012

The greatest pain in a relationship is not caused by a "bad person" who means us harm, but rather from a "good person" who means us well. The wrong kind of "help" is most painful.

January 31, 2012

Business Management: The Danger of Floundering between Perception and Reality

Observations/Reflections: On Prospects and the Understanding of their Needs
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Category: Business Management
Written: 12/5/2011
Published: 01/31/2012

The challenge for many companies is misunderstood - It is not finding prospects that need what it has to offer, but rather finding prospects who know that they need what it has to offer. Managers flounder in the gap between perception and reality. They are trained to think about data, facts, and rules. This strength obscures a corresponding weakness. They fail to account for the difference between "what is" and "what the prospect believes is." The latter initiates the experience of the former and thus takes initial precedence.

January 30, 2012

Poetry: A Polaroid of the Heart

Observations/Reflections: On Capturing Emotive States With Poetry
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Category: Personal
Written: 12/14/2011
Published: 01/30/2012

Poetry is a means of expressing the inexpressible. But I have found another use... Sometimes I author poetry to capture the emotive state of a particular moment. In this way, a poem serves as a Polaroid of the heart. It can freeze frame the spirit in action.

January 26, 2012

Personal Growth: The Problem with Trying to Fit into Cultural Stereotypes

Observations/Reflections: On Resting Into Who You Are
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Category: Personal
Written: 12/12/2011
Published: 01/26/2012

As I grow older, I grow wary of adopting life-shaped stereotypes. Our culture has a series of forms and we try to fit people into those forms. It's a kind of mental shorthand. It allows us to distinguish Person A from Person B; it allows us to predict behavior.

The problem is these stereo-typical forms are restrictive. As I try to fit in any of them, my edges break off. I don't mean my rough edges, but rather the sharp edges of my soul. It can be very wearisome fitting oneself into someone's' ideal of a "scholar", or of an "entrepreneur", or of some spiritual archetype. There is a kind of integral honesty that comes from relaxing into who you are; that is the first step on the path to becoming who you are made to be.

January 24, 2012

Does criticism from my team undermine my leadership?

Observations/Reflections: On Receiving Criticism as a Leader
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Category: Leadership
Written: 12/19/2011
Published: 01/24/2012


Criticism from members of your team does not undermine your leadership; it undermines your stupidity. Encourage it.

January 23, 2012

The Role of the Executive: Marketing is a Key Responsibility of the CEO

Observations/Reflections: Marketing is the Responsibility of the CEO
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Category: Business Management
Written: 12/06/2011
Published: 01/23/2012

When you disconnect the CEO from the marketer, you have two different operations taking place. This is why thinkers like Drucker realized that marketing is a responsibility of the CEO (Drucker rightly connected innovation and marketing). The CEO must bring parity between what the marketer says and what the business is. So, the CEO must understand (and guard) the business' value proposition, and then enable its effective communication. Ultimately, the CEO must guarantee alignment between the claim and the reality.

January 19, 2012

Philosophical Misfire: Truth is meant to be lived not proven

Observations/Reflections: On The Actualization of Doctrine
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Category: Philosophy
Written: 11/29/2011
Published: 01/19/2012

I think the value of the future tense (i.e. thinking about the future) is derived only from its impact on my present tense activity. I think that thinking about the future in a negative way impairs the present tense. As an example, consider the negative aspects of anxiety (though there can be positive aspects as well). The same can be said of the past. It can empower the present tense, or it can impair my activities in the present tense. My past failures, my past patterns, can keep me from actualizing my present-tense potential.

With this preliminary conceptual framework, I'm able to reflect on the import of doctrine. Doctrine may not exist in the past or the present; it may exist in what I will call the ethereal dimension (i.e. the abstract). Until I bring doctrine from the abstract into the present, it is of little value. Doctrine must be actualized. The truth is more than an object of argument. It is meant to be lived not proven. Proving is a means, not an end.


January 18, 2012

Reading Selection: The difference between a great book and a book written by a great man


Observations/Reflections: On Great Books
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Category: Communication
Written: 12/14/2011
Published: 01/18/2012

There is a difference between great writing and great living. And there is a difference between a great book and a book written by a great man. I have found that I can learn more from the latter.

January 17, 2012

Offer Response Optimization: How to sustain velocity in the purchase process

Observations/Reflections: Sustaining Velocity in the Purchase Process
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Category: Communication
Written: 11/29/2011
Published: 01/17/2012

The value proposition begins as an abstract concept, but the moment it is engaged by the prospect it enters the time-space continuum. It moves from "thing" to predicate. At this moment (pun intended), time becomes a key element. The value proposition's force is sustained by velocity. This principle can be understood with four simple observations:

  1. At various points in the micro-yes series we may have difficulty adjusting the force of the value proposition so that the perceived value outweighs the perceived cost. This is because of business rules and/or various constraints.
  2. The key is to build enough forward momentum from the previous series of micro yes(s) so that the prospect will "roll on" through these potential "chokepoints."
  3. Now, if we aggregate too many of these chokepoints, or if we embed a chokepoint with too much constriction, purchase progress stops.
  4. The momentum is initiated by the value proposition, but it is mitigated by the friction of the process.
At MECLABS, we have pioneered a fundamental understanding of the micro-yes/conversion sequence, but we need to account for the importance of velocity in the purchase process.


January 16, 2012

Friend or Foe? The essential role of empathy in any kind of relationship

Observations/Reflections: On Empathy in Relationships
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Category: Philosophy
Written: 12/13/2011
Published: 01/16/2012

Empathy is the essential element of any relationship, be it with a friend or a foe. With a friend, it is the key to communicating your heart. With a foe, it is the key to predicting their action. The power of empathy is underestimated.

In the great spiritual texts, love is emphasized, but it is empathy which enables authenticity. Love without empathy (for your friend or your foe) is discipline without emotion. There is a place for such discipline, but I am suspicious of it. When I can feel what the other person feels, I am able to care in a way that empowers genuine understanding.

January 12, 2012

Business Insights: Two reasons why even a flagship product might decline in profit over time

Observations/Reflections: On Declining Profit in a Flagship Product
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Category: Business Management
Written: 12/05/2011
Published: 01/12/2012

Declining profit on a flagship product can usually be attributed to one of two problems: weak management or a weak (ening) value proposition. The latter can arise from problems outside of the leader's control, but if it remains unaddressed, then it becomes attributable to the former. The CEO is the ultimate steward of the value proposition.

January 11, 2012

A Leader's Support Systems: Am I being productive or just indulging in self-importance?

Observations/Reflections: The Purpose of a Financial Reserve
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Category: Productivity
Written: 11/18/2011
Published: 01/11/2012

Sometimes it's difficult to detect the difference between an extreme focus on productivity and an extreme focus on luxury. In both cases, the leader may invest in supports systems that appear lavish. One man has a driver because it makes him feel important; another has a driver because it helps him achieve more. In both cases, the leader may appear self-important. The difference is in the motive, and the indicator of the motive is in the functional outcome.

January 10, 2012

What is the real (yet often misunderstood) purpose of a financial reserve?

Observations/Reflections: The Purpose of a Financial Reserve
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Category: Business Management
Written: 11/29/2011
Published: 01/10/2012

Every leader agrees that financial reserve is necessary, but most think of it as (just) an important form of security. This misses the point. A financial reserve is reminiscent of the stance adopted by an experienced fighter - guard up, hands extended. This extension is critical; it gives the fighter more time to parry an incoming strike. It increases reaction time. The point of a financial reserve is to increase reaction time.

January 9, 2012

Creative Productivity: Maximizing the Output Gained from a New Idea

Observations/Reflections: On Creative Energy and Idea Generation
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Category: Productivity
Written: 12/06/2011
Published: 01/09/2012

I've noticed that the creative process, as it results in idea generation, can fill one's mind with a difficult-to-describe-but-ecstatic-to-experience "creative energy". When this occurs, we often stop and relish the new idea. This can be a mistake. The delay should be minimal. One should contemplate the new idea just long enough to intensify the force of this creative energy.

The best time to generate a powerful idea is right after you have just generated another. Powerful ideas tend to come in succession. At times, it is even helpful to challenge the first with a counter. In any event, we often stop too soon. We need to learn to extend our creative energy. Creative concentration should be less exhausting, and yet more exhaustive.


January 6, 2012

Financial Challenges in Ministry: Perhaps Our Approach is the Problem

Observations/Reflections: On Money as Value
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Category: Leadership/Management
Written: 11/29/2011
Published: 01/06/2012

I think ministries everywhere are facing financial difficulties, and in some ways I think it is good for them. It's really not about money; it's about value. The ministry must have its own value proposition, and if it does not, it will be difficult to attract revenue either through donations or through product sales.

In non-profit endeavors, the need for value received should be attached to the work of value delivered. In the church, there is often a disconnect. We prop up the ministry that offers unsatisfactory value by connecting a donation to vulnerability within a persons psyche. We appeal to emotion. We exert social pressure. We exploit good intentions. And worse, we often do so unawares.

Any ministry or nonprofit that is not delivering value will find it more difficult to attract value. I think we need to see through the financial challenges, and understand that sometimes they are more than the result of a "sinful" world. They are perhaps an indication of a problem in our approach.

January 3, 2012

Marketing Fundamentals: The Role of a Customer Theory

Observations/Reflections: On the Role of a Customer Theory
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Category: Marketing
Written: 11/29/2011
Published: 01/03/2012

At the apex of the inverted funnel is the customer theory. One must understand the customer theory before they can map the yes-path. The customer theory represents the sum of what the organization knows about its customers (and so what it may discern about its ideal prospects). Sustainable Competitive Advantage (a Michael Porter term) is derived from, I think, a robust customers theory.

Too often, marketers are focused on results instead of reasons.
We need to move deeper than "how much", into "why so", to answer an even more important question: What does this tell me about my customer/prospect? And so the goal of an optimization test transcends the notion of a lift and asks for learning. With sufficient insights we can obtain the ultimate lift. The more you know about the customer, the easier it is to predict their behavior. The easier it is to predict their behavior, the more you know about your value proposition.

December 29, 2011

Leadership Dangers (Part 4): The Danger of Not Taking Humor Seriously

Observations/Reflections: On Leadership
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Written: 12/06/2011
Published: 12/29/2011

Humor defuses intensities: 1) it keeps people from taking themselves too seriously 2) it keeps people from taking situations too seriously. The irony is this: humor is rarely taken seriously, and yet it is a serious tool in the hand of any leader.

December 28, 2011

Leadership Dangers (Part 3): The Danger of Vision Distortion

Observations/Reflections: On Leadership
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Written: 12/06/2011
Published: 12/28/2011

Bill Hybels said that vision leaks. He is correct, but vision doesn't just leak; it becomes cloudy, and that cloudiness is the enemy of progress within the organization. Vision is threatened by more than a memory lapse. Vision is most often threatened by a debilitating distortion.

It can be distorted by a person's hidden agenda. It can be distorted by a person's mental filter (their weltanschauung). It can be distorted by a person's unspoken fear. A leader must do more than remind people of the vision; a leader must enforce a kind of crystal clarity, an organizing clarity, a motivating clarity.

Part of this clarity comes through the utilization of a controlling image that reinforces the vision. A leader should not only strive to bring clarity, but increasing clarity. In other words, as time passes, you should keep "tightening up" the conceptual image so that people can taste it, smell it, and touch it.


December 23, 2011

Leadership Dangers (Part 2): The Danger of Moving too Fast

Observations/Reflections: On Leadership
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Written: 12/06/2011
Published: 12/23/2011

If a leader moves too fast, he will leave his team behind. You cannot move faster than you can move your team. A leader can demand an action, but each time he operates in this way, he draws down on his "relationship equity (influence)." Sometimes this is necessary, but it always comes with a price, for when a leader runs out of this "equity", all he has left is authority.

Influence comes from inside the leader; authority comes from outside the leader. In the final analysis, even a dictatorship is a democracy (Ghadaffi learned this the hard way). The dictator's authority works only as long as the people don't unite en masse against him.

December 21, 2011

Leadership Dangers (Part 1): The Danger of Displaying Spiritual Patterns

Observations/Reflections: On Leadership
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Written: 11/18/2011
Published: 12/21/2011

I grow quieter, as the years pass, regarding my own spiritual patterns. People can become enamored with pattern, with your cycle of prayer, with your spiritual disciplines, and as they do they begin to imitate a pattern instead of its source. I don't want to mentor people "into my image". I want to point them into something that transcends it. If you encourage someone to copy a reflection, you are fostering a distortion. We must minimize ourselves so that others can see past us.

December 19, 2011

Business Management: Why good leaders do not make "growth" their focus

Observations/Reflections: On Business Management
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Written: 11/18/2011
Published: 12/19/2011

In most cases, for an organization (read organism), growth is not so much the result of something you do, rather growth is the result of something you stop doing. A healthy enterprise will grow naturally if you remove the restraints and obstacles. A good leader will focus on health, as opposed to growth.

December 15, 2011

The Connection between Entrepreneurship, Marketing, and the Nature of God (an email correspondence)


The following is an email exchange between Dr. Crispin Fletcher-Louis and Dr. Flint McGlaughlin. I have included it here because of its intriguing content. Please keep in mind that the content below represents provisional thinking and was not originally written for publication. It has been published here by permission.

Austin McCraw
Editorial Analyst

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From: Crispin Fletcher-Louis

Sent: Thursday, November 17

To: McGlaughlin, Flint

Subject: Entrepreneurship and Marketing

Hi Flint, good content on our call today. Much for me to digest.

I am still wrestling with the relationship between Entrepreneurship and marketing:I suggest that the two realities--Entrepreneurship (building a mini-cosmos that supports and offers life) and Marketing (messaging a value proposition)--can be seen as a reflection of the two aspects of the human identity in Genesis 1: humanity is God's image-idol (tselem) and humanity created to be a microcosm (since when God says 'Let US make ... in OUR image' he speaks to the rest of creation). Humanity is created both to represent the properly ordered world (which Israel late does in building a temple-as-microcosm, and so forth) and to present, to incarnate, God himself. Both movements define the priestly calling on the true humanity: entrepreneurship as world-building voices creation's praise, gives to creation its teleology and brings that to God (in worship). Marketing, communicating a value proposition (or mission - communicating THE value proposition) brings truth and value (or God) to the world. There is intermingling between these two dynamics (but not confusion) because in the ONE mediatorial entity (the human being as originally created) each becomes the other; creation is taken up into the divine life and in the microcosm (of the Enterprise, or the church ...) God's own character is made present. And mutatis mutandis, the divine identity (the infinite) enters material, space-time reality in, through the individual/organization that embodies it. If it did not do so there would be no value proposition, since a value proposition ('this is good for you') requires both temporality (you don't have this YET) and the material other (YOU need this).

Dr Crispin Fletcher-Louis 

Principal
Westminster Theological Centre


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From: McGlaughlin, Flint

Sent: Monday, November 21

To: Crispin Fletcher-Louis

Subject: Re: Entrepreneurship and Marketing

Well said... really powerful. Crispin, you are "on it" (once again, I am impressed with your gifts). This is in sync with my thinking. Consider these two related propositions:


S1. God

P1. God is

As an ontological statement they appear identical. But the predicate (P1), the act of existence itself, is communication. This requires more reflection. If God exists outside of time, then existence cannot be described as projection (movement). But the moment God enters time (even if only in our perception) then we have predicate. I wonder if an aspect of the otherness of God is the transcendence of predicate. In any case, for the finite (you and I), there must be predicate. Indeed, S1 is devoid of meaning. As the finite, we must have P1. We begin with P1 as the ultimate fact (or object of faith). From there, we extend P1. Theology, begins at the point of this extension (i.e. God is good).

Flint


December 13, 2011

Offer-Response Optimization: Why the Traditional Marketing/Sales Funnel Analogy is Incorrect

Observations/Reflections: On the Inverted Decision Funnel
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Published: 12/13/2011
Written: 11/17/2011

The traditional funnel diagram is wrong. People don't fall into the funnel; they fall out. Gravity does not work for the marketer. It works against the marketer.


Traditional Funnel

The funnel diagram should be inverted. In fact, it might better be represented as a tower. The prospect climbs it, and the force which ATTRACTS the "offer-to" (the prospect) upward is the VP(f). Each step involves a micro-decision, in effect a "micro-yes". The culmination of the micro-yes(s) is the "ultimate-yes". The process involving these decisions is called the thought sequence.

Thus we have the following diagram...

Inverted Funnel

At each juncture, each step, there is an "ask", and a potential "yes". There is also a potential "no". This involves "an-easy-to-underestimate" risk. It will take a long chain of yes(s) to achieve an ultimate-yes (a sale). But a single "no", along this upward path can stop all progress. This "no" can be caused by a number of factors. Here follows five common examples:

(1) An "ask" to the wrong person
(2) An "ask" without sufficient value force
(3) An "ask" with too much cost force
(4) An "ask" that is premature (in the thought sequence)
(5) An "ask" for too much

December 8, 2011

Has Pascal Influenced My Understanding of the Value Proposition?

Observations/Reflections: On Pascal and The Notion of Value Proposition
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Published: 12/08/2011
Written: 12/06/2011

It may be that my theory of the value proposition and its exchange sum is rooted in the work of Pascal. In 1670, Pascal postulated the concept of "expected value". In essence, Pascal said that where there are a number of actions with the possibility of more than one outcome, it is cogent to index the outcomes, determine their values, and then examine the probabilities resulting from each.

Pascal then suggested multiplying these two factors to determine their expected value. The notion of expected value, particularly as it relates to choices, is closely connected, at least at a psychological level, with the predictive behavior of my notion of the exchange sum.

The question, "What is a Value Proposition?" is answered by another question, "Why should I select X over Y? In a business context, this question is contextualized as, "If I am your ideal customer, why should I buy from you rather than your competitors?" And the answer, in its simplest form is only this: because Pv > Pc. I have expanded on this answer with the following heuristic: BPY=Pc[Cl+Cr](VF[Ap+Ex]>CF[Rc+Ef])

I suspect that the concept entailing this essential calculation predates Pascal, but Pascal offers an interesting starting point for further reflection.

December 6, 2011

Sustaining Productivity: Why Every Process Must be Self-Optimizing

Observations/Reflections: On Self-Optimizing Systems
Status: Dictated and Reviewed
Published: 12/06/2011
Written: 11/18/2011

The tendency of a process is to leak efficiencies (it is related to The Second Law of Thermodynamics). This applies to any activity. It is in writing. It is in manufacturing. And you don't fix this problem with periodic assessments and/or efforts. You must design a system that is self-optimizing - a system that refines itself at every cycle.

In one way, I am trying to do this with organizations and systems around the world. In another way, I want to do this in my own thinking process.

December 1, 2011

Is Fear a Motivator in the Purchase Process?

Observations/Reflections: Fear as a Motivator in the Purchase Process
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 12/01/2011
Written: 11/30/2011

Exchange Sum: BPY=Pc[Cl+Cr](VF[Ap+Ex]>CF[Rc+Ef])

One may criticize the exchange sum, claiming that it fails to address how fear motivates people to purchase. After all, some people are prone to move (psychologically) away from a threat as opposed to moving towards an opportunity. Can't fear be used to drive a "yes"?

On the surface, this seems like a cogent objection, but upon deeper examination it reveals itself as a semantic problem. When people move away from a problem, they are moving towards a solution. The fear, in this instance, only makes the need to move more acute.

November 29, 2011

Brand Delivery: Promises vs. expectations

Observations/Reflections: On Brand Promises vs. Brand Expectations
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 11/29/2011
Written: 11/18/2011

The problem with the notion of "Brand Promise" is that it places the origin on the sender rather than the receiver. The fact that you tell me that I can trust you (i.e., a promise) does not mean that I actually trust you. In fact, I might even have a negative response to the claim.

We need a notion of brand that starts with the receiver, and that takes the form of an expectation as opposed to the form of a promise. Brand represents the aggregate experience of the value proposition - not just my experience as a customer, but the market's experience, and the reputation associated with the same. That experience fosters an expectation, and the brand must deliver on that expectation.

A promise does not have the impact of an expectation because a promise is originates with the sender, whereas an expectation originates with the receiver - and thus is more powerful. Brand delivery works better when we understand that it is not about making a claim, but helping a prospect arrive at a conclusion. People challenged with a claim naturally resist it. But people who arrive at a conclusion will naturally defend it.


November 18, 2011

The Essence of Enterpreneurship/Marketing

Observations/Reflections: On the Essence of Enterpreneurship/Marketing
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 11/18/2011
Written: 11/11/2011

Here is the latest iteration of my reflections regarding the essence of marketing:

ESSENTIAL PROPOSITIONS

m1. the essence of entrepreneurship is marketing
m2. the essence of marketing is the message
m3. the essence of the message is the value proposition
m4. the essence of the value proposition is the exchange sum

At the essence of the exchange is the psychological calculus. The motivation for this exchange is driven by a basic element of human nature - self-interest. In effect, there is a decision to be made by the "offer-to" party: Why should I select (this option) instead of any (other)? The answer, given by the "offer-from" party, should be expressed as follows: Because Pc(VF>CF), which is to say because the perceived force of the value outweighs the perceived force of the cost. This essential "psychological calculus" can be further explicated.

The "Probability of Yes" is the result of perceived (clarity and credibility) of value force (appeal and exclusivity) less the perceived cost force (resource and effort).
BPY=Pc(VF>CF)
BPY=Pc[Cl+Cr](VF[Ap+Ex]>CF[Rc+Ef])
Wherein:
(This must be translated into 3rd person internal states)
Cl = I understand it (you)
Cr = I believe in it (you)
Ap = I want it
Ex = I can't get it anywhere else,
Rc = This will/could cost x
Ef = This will/could require y
Pc = Perceived

November 10, 2011

Leading From Weakness

Observations/Reflections: On Leading From Weakness
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 11/10/2011
Written: 4/16/2009

I have observed that some leaders display flaws, significant weaknesses, yet somehow develop healthy, thriving organizations. On the other hand I have observed that some leaders display an almost invincibility, serious capabilities, yet somehow foster a weak fractured organization. I think we directly equate talent with success. But this thinking oversimplifies the matter. It is possible to lead from weakness, rather than strength.

It is difficult to convey how this is possible, but I suspect that every leader is replete with weaknesses. Some however are transparent. In the end; they endear such trust, that their core values are communicated in ways that impart life to an organization.

October 21, 2011

Difference Between Honesty and Truth

Observations/Reflections: On the Difference Between Honesty and Truth
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/21/2011
Written: 9/29/2011

Elsewhere I have written that ultimate truth is unobtainable by the incipient. I am incipient. I am limited. I am not suggesting that ultimate truth cannot, in some form, be manifested to me. I am stating that I am unable to obtain it on my own. I have considered that there is a difference between personal honesty and ultimate truth. Personal honesty is more possible than ultimate truth. I am not suggesting that personal honesty is easy. In fact, self-deception is the enemy, and personal honesty may be one of the hardest of all objectives.

Still, while ultimate truth is beyond my reach, personal honesty is within my potential. I know others might counter that I can never be certain that my version of honesty is accurate, and that my own warrant contradicts this simple premise. This could be true. Still, I find personal honesty to be a more worthy objective than ultimate truth. Indeed, I would suggest the only way I might obtain some form of ultimate truth (with the movement of the ultimate in my direction) is through personal honesty. If there is a God (I believe there is) and he is speaking, then it is cogent to believe that he is speaking to me in the most honest element of my essence.

October 19, 2011

Life and the Sweet Bitter

Observations/Reflections: On Life and the Sweet Bitter
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/19/2011
Written: 2/09/2010

When one has lived long enough and yet somehow maintained a grateful heart in the midst of the human condition, life itself may be thought of as bitter-sweet. There is the bitter, the horrific pain. And there is the sweet, the inexplicable joy. Either side of this reality can come upon one suddenly. Indeed, I am often ambushed by the bitter, but just as often ambushed by the sweet. I might, then, think of life as the bitter-sweet, but I choose to see it as the inverse: the sweet-bitter. This may seem like a semantic difference. It is more. It is a choice to emphasize the "sweet". It is a choice to allow one's gratitude to outweigh one's horror.

My life is sweet-bitter.

October 14, 2011

Approximating Spiritual Truth

Observations/Reflections: On Approximating Spiritual Truth
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/14/2011
Written: 2/09/2010

Spiritual truth is often approximated before it is experienced. A sincere question from the contemplative seeker may lead to a surface understanding - to an approximated truth. But until certain truths are truly lived, they can never be truly known.

October 12, 2011

Mastering My Time Allocation

Observations/Reflections: On Mastering My Time Allocation
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/12/2011
Written: 2/13/2010

I think that there is much more I can do to master my time allocation. I am measuring in five minute intervals, and have done so for years. But I am not capturing all of the bonus time, and repurposing it for the most important work. I know that I must focus my work time in two ways: A) on output, and B) on capacity. It is not enough to focus on output. One must increase the capacity for output. It is not enough to focus on capacity either. One must maximize the end of that capacity: output. I think proper allocation of time has allowed me to work across many disciplines. Still, I think I'm barely scratching the surface of true productivity.

October 10, 2011

The Long Cycle and Epic Patience

Observations/Reflections: On the Long Cycle and Epic Patience
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/10/2011
Written: 3/05/2010

I need to accept the fact that my life's work is a long cycle. It is taking me decades to set the foundation, and it will take decades more to see the full impact of the strategy. It is not that I formulated the entire plan in advanced. It is that I have been given a few pieces, and I have actualized those, while waiting for more, all the while watching in wonder as each fits together into a design that exceeds my capacity to plan. I must live a long time, or else I cannot see the work in its fruition. I do not need to see this end. Nevertheless, I would like to be able to ensure, from a human standpoint, the execution of the final stages. This calls for an epic patience.

October 7, 2011

The Caricature of Philosophers

Observations/Reflections: On the Caricature of Philosophers
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/07/2011
Written: 4/17/2010

Most philosophers and theologians are presented as mere caricatures. The commentators don't understand the men, and thus the commentators do not understand their thinking. We then take these caricatures, build summaries and foist them upon students. The students become victims of our inadequacies. We need to escape this trap. We must risk engaging the student directly with the thinker. We need to get out of the way.

October 5, 2011

Attempts to Resolve the Uncertainty Condition

Observations/Reflections: On Attempts to Resolve the Uncertainty Condition
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/05/2011
Written: 4/08/2010

Elsewhere I have written on the uncertainty condition. Attempts to resolve the problem produce only more "flailings" in the sea of uncertainty. In reality, the problem is not external, and the problem is not internal. The whole of the person is incipient. For this very reason, any warrants about warrants are subject to error. It is not enough for one to consider one's condition as an incipient, one must consider it in comparison to the possibility of the ultimate. It is only when the incipient recognizes the possibility of the ultimate that the true gravity of the situation appears.

October 3, 2011

Energy Management and the Entrepreneur

Observations/Reflections: On Energy Management and the Entrepreneur
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/03/2011
Written: 11/21/2009

The more one develops an organization, the more one realizes the significance of their personal energy investment. Every productive moment counts. Every productive moment influences the ultimate outcome. But the operative word in the previous sentence is this, "Productive".

It is not that every moment counts, it is that every productive moment counts. As you become conscious of your energy investment, you recognize certain truths:

1. You have wasted significant amounts of energy in the past. This waste is derived from two problems:
a. You have not invested the proper energy in the organization (you were distracted and thus diluted your energy).
b. You were investing energy but it was not productive.

The full recognition of this truth brings deep regret. Your only solace is found in a second point:

2. That your hyper consciousness of the regret can lead you to significant gains in the future.
You may waste energy, but relative to those around you, you will waste less.

As I wrote some 30 years ago in my journal, one should ask this question constantly: "What is the most productive use of my time at this moment?"

September 29, 2011

The Weariness Which Brings Internal Rest

Observations/Reflections: On the Weariness Which Brings Internal Rest
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 9/29/2011
Written: 2/17/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I am weary, but there are different types of weariness. The English language does not do justice to the notion of weariness. There is a kind of weariness that is good for the soul. Most of the time, this is not the case. But there are instances that one has spent themselves on something that is so rewarding, that the exhaustion reflects a kind of sweetness. This is the weariness which brings a kind of inner rest. There is that other kind, of course -- rest which brings inner weariness. I prefer the former.

September 20, 2011

Breaking Through My Conscious Walls

Observations/Reflections: On Breaking Through My Conscious Walls
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 9/20/2011
Written: 4/28/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I find some of my most significant breakthroughs occur while I am occupying the totality of my person. Thus, I like to involve myself in physical exertion, such as a long run, while listening to music involving my spirit, while reading philosophical text involving my mind (though when I speak of my body, my mind, and my spirit, I am using artificial delineation - these are loose overlapping categorizations). The point is that I can understand "I" better, when I am involving "I" in some form of totality. It may be argued that this totality does not exist because I am dividing "I" among multiple activities. But I am not certain as whether or not the multiplicity and the simultaneity of my pursuits quiet me in such a way as to allow the "knowings" to break through my conscious walls.

August 11, 2011

Personification of the Inanimate

Observations/Reflections: On Personification of the Inanimate
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 8/11/2011
Written: 1/18/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Ancient literature, even the scripture, perhaps especially the scripture, seems to personify the inanimate. It speaks of the rocks crying out. It speaks of the stars that sing. Of course, there are many other examples. It speaks of such things. It does not limit such personification to the inanimate. In some ways it personifies even states of mind. It references the spirit of evil, the spirit of anger, and the spirit of fear.

This tendency may be considered as only literary device. The more skeptical, may consider it as primitive ignorance. But I wonder, I wonder if our modern/post-modern constructive reality is too limited. Things are. Living things are. Inanimate things are.

The subject predicate expression is universal. But perhaps there are more commonalities in the predicate than we have realized. If so, then these commonalities originate in the subject. Our notion of what it is to be alive, may be too limiting.

August 4, 2011

The "Hiddeness" Of The Accomplished Theologian

Observations/Reflections: On The "Hiddeness" Of The Accomplished Theologian
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 8/4/2011
Written: 12/15/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

The more I understand the role of the theologian, the more convinced I become that the work of the theologian is best interpreted in light of his other work. Here I am distinguishing other work from his written theological work. Our most important theologians may not be recognizable as such. Their theology is not hidden, it is declared in their life. Their true contribution to theology, however, may be quite hidden.

August 1, 2011

Porter's Concept of Tradeoffs

Observations/Reflections: On Porter's Concept of Tradeoffs
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 8/1/2011
Written: 11/26/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

For some years I have noted the importance of tradeoffs. Only recently have I read Porter's work on strategy. I find its emphasis on tradeoffs to be critical. I have also noticed that his distinction between operational effectiveness and strategic position is parallel to my own view. I have emphasized, since the days of the XEL-DEFENSE, that strategy is better than skill. In reading Porter's work, I have clarified my own position, but I have also been further stimulated by his thoughts. I recognize that I need to accept the need to do tradeoffs in my own personal interests, such as my writings, etc.

Philosophically, the notion of tradeoffs squares with my understanding of what it means to be an incipient, limited being. It is precisely because of our limitations that we must make these choices.

July 29, 2011

Logic in my Formal Writing

Observations/Reflections: On Logic in my Formal Writing
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 7/29/2011
Written: 1/27/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

There are classifications of statements used in my formal writing.

Element Categories
1. SECTIONS
a. Primary Devices
i. Introduction
1. Problem
ii. Promise
iii. Argument
1. Point/Proposition (with Subs)
2. Counter/Proposition
iv. Conclusion
b. Secondary Devices
i. [qst]Question
ii. [sig] Signal
iii. [pnt] Point
iv. [cnt] Counter (point)
v. [clr] Clarification/Qualification
vi. [trn] Transition
vii. [sum] Summary

2. STATEMENTS (directional classification)
a. Declarative - is/is not
b. Possible - or
c. Conditional - if
d. Forward (and necessary) - Thus/Then
e. Parallel - and/also
f. Counter - But/However
(This is not coded, as is should be apparent in the sentence structure)

Truth Criteria
1. TYPE (either of the three can be a proposition)
a. o/ Observation
b. d/Declaration
c. i/Inference
2. SCALE
T0<. Needs no support
T1<. Seems self-evident
T2<. Provisionally accepted
T3<. Needs minor support
T4<. Needs major support
(Should have predisposition towards upper end of scale)

NOTES:
• Also note my earlier notes on this topic: http://www.flintmcglaughlin.com/cgi-bin/mt/mt-search.cgi?IncludeBlogs=1&search=%22use+of+logic%22


July 28, 2011

Contextualization as Incarnation

Observations/Reflections: On Contextualization as Incarnation
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 7/27/2011
Written: 4/13/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

If the fundamental loci of scripture are within the context of mission, then the mission itself requires contextualization. All theology is contextualized. The ultimate act of contextualization is incarnation.

July 19, 2011

My Utmost for His Highest

Observations/Reflections: On My Utmost for His Highest
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 7/19/2011
Written: 1/29/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Oswald Chamber says "God does not give us overcoming life; he gives us life as we overcome. The strain is the strength" (Chambers, 1935). This is a profound, if painful truth. I see leaders everywhere, straining as they work toward their "breakthrough". Some constantly feel as if they are on the edge of this "breakthrough". In actuality, we remain on the edge for most of our lives. It is true that we have moments of victory, but they are embedded into the context of a larger struggle. We must get used to, and we must adjust our soul to the concept of living in the strain (I did not speak of living as surviving, but living as thriving). And while we expect, even demand, progress, we must come to know that progress does not take us out of the strain. We know we are doing well, not because our struggles stop, but because we have exchanged one level for another.

*Chambers, Oswald. (1935). My Utmost for his highest. New York: Dodd, Mead & Company.


July 14, 2011

Doubt as the Expression of Counter Faith

Observations/Reflections: On Doubt as the Expression of Counter Faith
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 7/14/2011
Written: 3/11/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I have often said that the enemy's goal is not to get you to sin, but to get you to doubt. It is not sin that stops us, it is doubt. Faith can bring remedy for our sin. But doubt can completely undo us. I would like to take the observation further: in many cases doubt is simply an expression of counter faith. It is not so much the absence of belief as it is the expression of belief to the contrary. The more I reflect on the nature of doubt, the more I realize that faith is effectual in either direction. Beneath all of our personal issues lies a false belief. We need to recognize our doubt, but we need to go deeper to discern what is powering the doubt. We all have faith. It is only a question of the whom or what we are placing our faith in...

July 11, 2011

Feeling Ungrateful and the Poetry of Edward Doyle

Observations/Reflections: On Feeling Ungrateful and the Poetry of Edward Doyle
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 7/11/2011
Written: 2/14/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

If for a moment I am feeling ungrateful, I need only to reflect my way into a tiny sliver of reality. It is with this gradual glimpse that I can escape the foolishness of my dissatisfaction. If I cannot reflect, then at least I can read - I read Edward Doyle, the blind poet from Harlem:

To A Child Reading

My darling, spell the words out. You may creep
Across the syllables on hands and knees,
And stumble often, yet pass me with ease
And reach the spring upon the summit steep.
Oh, I could lay me down, dear child, and weep
These charr'd orbs out, but that you then might cease
Your upward effort, and with inquiries
Stoop down and probe my heart too deep, too deep!
I thirst for Knowledge. Oh, for an endless drink
Your goblet leaks the whole way from the spring--
No matter, to its rim a few drops cling,
And these refresh me with the joy to think
That you, my darling, have the morning's wing
To cross the mountain at whose base I sink.

July 7, 2011

Missiological Imperative as Root for Contextual Theology

Observations/Reflections: On Missiological Imperative as Root for Contextual Theology
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 7/07/2011
Written: 4/08/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Contextualization in theology is rooted in a missiological imperative. My question is whether or not the scripture can be understood apart from a missiological center. I feel that the theologian who does not understand theology as mission is disconnected from the core. Such disconnect produces spiritual dissonance. If all theology is "missional", then all theology is contextual. Theology is an expression. All expression requires codification. Codification requires contextualization.

June 27, 2011

Essence of Goodness and Well-Being

Observations/Reflections: On Essence of Goodness and Well-Being
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 6/27/2011
Written: 3/21/2011
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

It may be possible to determine the good business by considering it as a being. In this way we might draw certain implications as what is the essence of goodness in a person or being. At least part of that is health or well-being. This is a point lost in the leading shareholder based theories. For a being to be well, it must be in some form of balance. This connects with my earlier teaching that business is community of communities.

June 16, 2011

Achieving a False Equilibrium

Observations/Reflections: On Achieving a False Equilibrium
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 6/16/2011
Written: 3/14/2011
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

As human beings we are by nature challenged with internal conflict. This conflict manifests itself in multiple forms, but perhaps the most essential is our struggle between right and wrong - at least as we perceive it. The challenge can emerge as a battle. Over the years the battle wears us down. True peace might come if the good or the right defeats the bad or the wrong. As time passes, this seems impossible. We then approximate a truce. We accept the measure of the wrong, and try to cease or hold on to a measure of the right. With this acceptance comes this sense of peace. One must be careful with this approach. Is this peace or a just a resignation to death?

June 13, 2011

Re-conceiving Education

Observations/Reflections: On Preconceiving Education
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 6/13/2011
Written: 5/27/2011
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I understand there is a need to develop a new approach to education. This is a conversation taking place all over the world. Still, people somehow think that re-conceiving education is just a matter of offering courses online, or through some form of digital technology. What is missing is a fundamental understanding of how to transfer capacity. It is not so much a knowledge transfer as it is a capacity transfer. Knowledge, unless it is redefined in a more useful sense, is not enough. One is trying to achieve the transfer of skills. Skills, unless it is redefined, is not enough. What we are trying to do at MECLABS is research, and create capacity. We are then trying to transfer that capacity.

June 10, 2011

The Incipient and the Pragmatist

Observations/Reflections: On the Incipient and the Pragmatist
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 6/10/2011
Written: 4/05/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

As I continue to reflect on the nature of the incipient, other considerations come to mind. Anyone who accepts the reality of their limitation must learn to deal with provisional measures. One may want to balance my notions of the ultimate and the incipient with pragmatism. I don't think this is balanced. I think most of us medicate our condition with an illusion (subtle form of philosophy). We may not be trained as philosophers, but we attempt to achieve a "comfort bubble" and often employ some shallow philosophy in our efforts. I think pragmatism as a philosophy is useful. It allows one to make provisional plans, and enact provisional decisions. Still, our limitations limit us. Ours is a condition of absolute intellectual poverty. We cannot know that we know. We cannot know what we don't know. We are at the mercy of the ultimate.

May 25, 2011

Sociological Structures and Opposing Trends

Observations/Reflections: On Sociological Structures and Opposing Trends
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 5/25/2011
Written: 2/21/2011
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

There is a phenomenon I sometimes notice in sociological structures. I will try to describe it in four points:

1. A group in society recognizes a negative trend.

2. They attempt to counter that trend with education and resources.

3. A new positive trend is initiated.

4. The positive trend is not a reversal of the negative trend. It is an addition to the negative trend. Thus, one has not corrected the problem but only counter-balanced it - and only done that in a limited since (because all elements affected by the negative trend do not experience the impact of the positive trend).

The reason that two trends exist instead of countering each other is that the conditions still exist which promoted the negative trend. As long as there are these two sets of conditions, there will be two opposing forces.

It is not enough to generate an opposing force, one must take out the source of the other.

May 23, 2011

Learning To Recognize the Danger of the Abstract

Observations/Reflections: On Running To Recognize the Danger of the Abstract
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 5/23/2011
Written: 3/21/2011
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I have observed that some people love an abstract concept, and thus experience an abstract love. They employ the language of love when they speak of God, but the more they employ it the more abstract it becomes. Somehow, I have to get to zero before I can get to the positive side of the equation. In the last 24 months, the evil in my soul has helped me to catch a glimpse of the deception in my good. What I thought was good was not - precisely because what I thought was too abstract.

April 25, 2011

On Understanding the Difference between Training and Punishment

Observations/Reflections: On Understanding the Difference Between Training and Punishment
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 4/25/2011
Written: 1/18/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

My son is 15. He is at the age where it is natural to make many mistakes every day. Some of these are errors based on ignorance. Some of these are errors based on character. It is important for the father to know the difference between discipline and training. Some things need to be punished, and some things need to be trained into a young man's core

It is a mistake to punish your son when he should be trained. I've found a useful metaphor for communicating with him. The father may find it necessary to help the son understand this process. If not, he can grow discouraged and give up any hope. When you correct your son, you must always imply that he is going to master this issue in the future. Without this expression of confidence, he is likely to experience it only as a reminder of his inadequacy. We must be careful not to let our corrections become barbs.

April 20, 2011

The Difference between Observation and Inference

Observations/Reflections: On the Difficulty of Grasping the Concept of Non-Existence
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 4/20/2011
Written: 2/05/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

The classical understanding of the difference between observation and inference is difficult to maintain. One may be able to make some type of general distinction by using loose, emphasis based categorization. But the difference between observation and inference becomes difficult to detect because the process is not linear; it is cyclic. And the process of observing involves some form of inference. If the mind moves, the mind infers.

April 18, 2011

Integrating the Extraordinary Into Ordinary

Observations/Reflections: On Integrating the Extraordinary Into Ordinary
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 4/18/2011
Written: 3/10/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Sometimes God does the extraordinary in order to make it a part of our ordinary. Once the extraordinary has been integrated into the ordinary life, it is important that we accept this new whole in a place of balance. If we are not careful, we become attracted to the extraordinary instead of to the balanced whole. In this way, we move from one warped shape into another. We must avoid this danger. We must use the extraordinary to bring the ordinary into balance.

April 13, 2011

Incipient and Ultimate Holistic Approach

Observations/Reflections: On Incipient and Ultimate Holistic Approach
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 4/13/2011
Written: 1/16/2011
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

As I consider my research regarding the incipient and the ultimate, and as I trace its implications on theology, I realize that in a sense, what I am arguing for is a state of mind. The word mind may not be holistic enough in its connotation. I think I am trying to bring a corrective into almost all of theology. It is an argument that allows the theologian to continue to model from within their current proposition construct, but it demands that it do so with a new approach, a dangerous approach, an approach that could be lethal to the construct itself.

April 11, 2011

The Absolute Character of Honesty

Observations/Reflections: On the Absolute Character of Honesty
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 4/11/2011
Written: 2/20/2011
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Somehow I know that absolute honesty is the path. The problem with understanding its significance is wrapped up in a conflation of terms. Honesty, while important, seems only a virtue. It is much more than that. It is a state of wholeness. Kierkegaard said "purity of heart is to rule one thing". Honesty is the agreement of all parts. It is a condition of integrity.

April 7, 2011

Missing My Family

Observations/Reflections: On Missing My Family
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 4/07/2011
Written: 12/22/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

It is 5:11am and I am on my way to the airport again. I have been crying all the way. I miss my family more than I can express with words. It is not just that I feel the present absence, but I also feel the future absence. My children are growing up. Age is laying its claim on my life, and that of my wife. Sometimes the horrific truth about my finitude breaks through. It is almost more than one can bear. Still, I realize all the more that it is in the midst of pain, I feel most alive. Life is meant to be lived within the current of my passions.

April 4, 2011

The Difficulty of Grasping the Concept of Non-Existence

Observations/Reflections: On the Difficulty of Grasping the Concept of Non-Existence
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 4/04/2011
Written: 3/15/2011
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Is death a form of existence? If the opposite of existence is non-existence, then the opposite of to exist is not to exist. Even for the scientist who does not believe in the afterlife, there is a belief in matter. A person, who dies, does not cease to exist. At the very least, their corpse simply changes its form. So, whether in life or death, we exist (though perhaps not consciously).

I don't think it is possible to conceive of non-existence. Every aspect of the thinking process engages contradiction. I question at what point birth becomes existence. There is something here that I cannot fathom. Does birth (in the early stages of the womb), itself, produce existence? I cannot think so. Existence precedes birth. I don't think I can marshal an argument for this point, yet. So I only hold the proposition tentatively. But one point, at least, seems clear: The greatest miracle is not resurrection, it is coming into being.

March 24, 2011

Honesty as a Missing Element in the Construct of Faith

Observations/Reflections: On Honesty as a Missing Element in the Construct of Faith
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 3/24/2011
Written: 2/20/2011
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Sometimes I envision a construct of faith which involves totality, a unity of the parts. This concept unites one's intellectual, spiritual, and physical components. While all three terms are inadequate and even artificial, they serve as an approximation for my point.

A true faith response is inseparable from action. This is a point that is touched upon by other thinkers, but the essential component of honesty that response has often been missed or under-emphasized. Without responding to the truest part of one's knowing, the rest of the process is impaired. I don't think faith can be understood without a deeper understanding of honesty. Honesty is "hearing".


March 1, 2011

My Inability to Live with Certain Assumptions and Complete My Writing Project

Observations/Reflections: On My Inability to Live with Certain Assumptions and Complete My Writing Project
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 3/01/2011
Written: 4/17/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I realize now that I am in full crisis mode. It is impossible, or at least it seems impossible for me to complete my book. This is not writer's block. This is not just a season of difficulty. It is the simple fact that my current work is built on a set of assumptions that I cannot fully embrace. In the past, I have survived by working with a provisional set of assumptions. But I cannot engage in this piece without resolving the greater difficulties in my soul. I have spent twelve months in severe pain. I don't think I can write my way through this condition. What shall I do?

February 24, 2011

On Inference to the Best Explanation as the Ultimate Theological Standard

Observations/Reflections: On Inference to the Best Explanation as the Ultimate Theological StandardStatus: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 2/22/2011
Written: 3/03/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin
Bibliography: Peacocke, Arthur. (2001). Paths from science towards god: the end of all our exploring. Oneworld Publications: New York.

I applaud the work of scientists like Arthur Peacocke, who are attempting to reconcile their faith with their profession (pardon the pun). Peacocke argues for an approach to theology that rest upon IBE (inference to the best explanation), sometimes referred to as abduction (Here I resist the pun). My concern is that the notion of subjecting theology to the IBE criterion defines the rational grounds for which Peacocke bases his plea for the IBE method. He offers a five point criteria: (1) comprehensiveness, (2) fruitfulness, (3) general potency, (4) internal coherence, and (5) elegance. While these are worthy characteristics, their use as THE criterion implies a misunderstanding of the unique thought category occupied by the principle subject of theology (the ultimate) -- It would be hard to fit the paradox of the incarnation into a model justified by IBE. And even if one could, the problems with this criterion only proliferate.

Indeed, the very nature of the IBE criterion perpetuates a misunderstanding of ultimate authority. Ultimate authority is the ultimate criterion and thus cannot be subjected to another without being supplanted by the same. If we subject God to reason, then it is reason which becomes our God. Peacocke argues that using IBE makes using our theology more persuasive, but theology cannot be formed on the basis of its appeal. Consensus does not equal causation.

February 22, 2011

My Work with the XEL-Defense Team

Observations/Reflections: On My Work with the XEL-Defense Team
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 2/22/2011
Written: 3/02/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Thus far, I have kept all of my observations regarding my work in XEL-Defense separate. I have posted nothing on the blog, and I'm not certain what I should do at this point. I'm still building a body of research in this area, and I am questioning what to do as I move forward. I think the multifarious work reflects an opportunity for synthesis. This synthesis connects to my understanding of worshipping with the whole being. I want to be careful that specialization does not warp my soul.

We live in a day when over specialization brings achievement, and thus honor. But I question such honor. The businessman who builds a mighty enterprise, but who discourages family in the process, is in error. We vaunt him for his work in business, and we quietly ignore his failure as a husband and father. I don't want to be harsh on this person. I am in error in many areas. I do however; want to consider the effectiveness of the whole person. It is only in this way that we can measure the success of his business activities. I realize that this observation implies a two edged sword. I realize that when we judge any man by the whole of his life, especially me, there will be great disappointment. Nevertheless, I think that the compartmentalization of expertise keeps us from truly judging the effectiveness of a person. A man who is capable in business, and at the same time is establishing work life balance, may serve as a better model. His achievements may be less extreme on the surface, but in aggregate, they are more formidable.

February 16, 2011

Balanced Focus

Observations/Reflections: On Balanced Focus
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 2/16/2011
Written: 1/30/2011
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I have observed that men who do exploits are sometimes unreasonably focused. They are so focused that they often neglect many other vital areas in their lives. The word balance is important, but it can serve to undermine such intensity. What is the right approach? After reflection, it seems as though the best approach can be described in a paradoxical term; a balanced focus. One must balance focus with balance. This double layered truth supports itself by its own construct. A balanced focus is that focus which is intense as possible while still maintaining the other essentials. One must focus, then, on a balanced focus.

February 10, 2011

On Balancing My Concentration

Observations/Reflections: On Balancing My Concentration
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 2/10/2011
Written: 3/02/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

As I drive, I often dictate. I have my phone mounted on the windshield so I can keep my eyes on the road. This requires an audio operation, so that my hands remain free. Still, I must learn to balance the amount of energy vested in my road concentration, and my observation. I don't want to be foolish. At the same time, I need to maximize the time I have on the road. I often have a driver, but lately I have tried to do most of this work on short trips. When I am not driving, I am listening to my research content, as it is in audio form. I think the point of this observation is that I need to learn, always to balance my attention. It is more than a matter of my driving. It has to do with my actions of everyday life.

I need to be careful that when my son is talking to me, he is not getting an 80/20 split in favor of my thought process. I need to be careful that when my wife calls, I disengage completely and give her 100% of my attention. I need to be careful that when I come home from work, I leave work behind. In all of these ways, I need to figure out my attention priorities and order them properly to achieve maximum productivity.

February 8, 2011

Dialogue and Meaningful Discovery

Observations/Reflections: On Dialogue and Meaningful Discovery
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 2/08/2011
Written: 12/21/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

It seems important to understand the nuance between definition and argument. Too often we argue over definition. It seems better to explain definition and then employ those definitions to argue one's position. In most cases there is no absolute authority to select one definition over another. This is particularly true of abstract concepts. For example, your definition of theology may not match mine. I suppose I can argue with you about my definition attempting to prove that it is better than yours, but that can digress into a futility of semantic shuffling. What is more important is to be certain that we understand each other's definition, that we find mutually acceptable terms in order to further the dialogue, and that from there we argue towards meaningful discovery.

January 25, 2011

Withdrawing from My Core Ministry Activities

Observations/Reflections: On Withdrawing from My Core Ministry Activities
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 1/25/2011
Written: 10/2/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

For some time I have been withdrawing from my core ministry activities. I believe this was the right thing to do. I sensed it in my spirit and I also believed it was the right thing to do. I am no longer qualified. Because of this intense sacrifice I am able to see a bit clearer. It enables me to focus. Still, I feel the pain of the withdrawal. I cannot engage in such activities until I am safe. I am most certainly not safe.

January 21, 2011

Convergence and Spiritual Health

Observations/Reflections: On Convergence and Spiritual Health
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 1/21/2011
Written: 8/25/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Elsewhere I have written about the principle of unity. I have also written about convergence. I want to suggest that health in the fullest sense is often identified with convergence. That is a unity or synchronicity of parts, or more the parts working as a whole. The opposite is divergence. Divergence is the breaking down into factions. I am not speaking of the word diversification, with its positive connotation. But I am looking to employ two terms in two very specific ways. Both ways will eventually work their way into my theological writing. The aim is convergence. The bane is divergence. One might say that dishonesty is a reflection of divergence. That is that the parts don't really agree. They are out of alignment.

In some sense integrity equals convergence. Love equals convergence. Even the sexual act is a form of convergence. The sexual act in proper context is a kind of ultimate convergence. Much more can be written about these two concepts. One might be able to discern a threat to their spiritual health by detecting an early indication of divergence.

January 19, 2011

Development of a Philosopher

Observations/Reflections: On Development of a Philosopher
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 1/19/2011
Written: 4/16/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

The more I read, the more I realize that my formative years of philosophy occurred between the ages of 6 and 14. Much of what I discover now harkens back to my struggles in those earlier years. I am grateful that our library was limited. We had some three thousand volumes in our family library, but very little on philosophy. Today, as I read the works of Tillich, Heider, and Kierkegaard, I can relate to my own struggles. The early years grounded me existentially to attend to the central problems that I would grapple with for the rest of my life.

January 17, 2011

Communication as a Means of Actualizing Perception

Observations/Reflections: On Communication as a Means of Actualizing Perception
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 1/17/2011
Written: 3/20/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

It would seem to me that there is more to communication than imparting information. The best communicator articulates what his audience has already intuitively perceived. Often the audience recognizes the truth, though they have never been able to express it. In some sense, effective communication brings to the surface those insights deeply submerged within the subconscious. In this way, effective communication is a matter of helping the audience to realize what they already know.

January 13, 2011

Expressing the Totality of My Being

Observations/Reflections: On Expressing the Totality of My Being
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 1/13/2011
Written: 10/02/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

As I continue to explore the differential between a life with purpose and a life as purpose, it grows increasingly clear that the latter is essential. It seems that a physical expression of life is so precious, so unique; actualizing it must be one of the highest acts of worship. If I am icon of the Ultimate, then the full expression of this being is ultimate worship.

January 10, 2011

The Kingdoms of Light and Darkness

Observations/Reflections: On the Kingdoms of Light and Darkness
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 1/10/2011
Written: 3/11/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

While there is a danger in overstating the activity of evil in the world, the greater danger lies in underestimating it. Indeed, it is difficult to maintain credibility, and yet consider the possibility of the demonic -- the possibility of "other world". It is difficult to be respected as a rational thinker (in modern Western society), while embracing such a possibility. But I think it is irrational to rule out such possibilities. Moreover, if you accept the message of Christ as reflected in the gospels, you cannot deny that there is significant concern with evil and its personification in spirit form. I think that it is impossible to understand the Kingdom of light without reflecting upon the kingdom of darkness.

January 5, 2011

The Ultimate Prayer

Observations/Reflections: On the Ultimate Prayer
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 1/5/2011
Written: 11/8/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I think, experentially, and inferentially, perhaps logically, that the ultimate prayer is this: Oh God, rescue me from myself.

November 29, 2010

Internal Integrity and Seeing Through our Predisposition

Observations/Reflections: On Internal Integrity and Seeing Through our Predisposition
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 11/29/2010
Written: 9/26/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

One needs a way to escape the integrated nature of their acceptance of faith claims. When a person fully embraces a faith claim, it tends to (as it should) provide a framework for their relationships and efforts. This framework becomes closely integrated with their essence. The deeper the integration, the more difficult it is to "see" clearly. If one is to fully examine the truth of their position, they must identify this "integrated network" - their predisposition. This is nearly impossible, but it becomes more possible in moments of crisis: a tragedy, or a failure. At such times, we may be able to catch a glimpse through our deep-seated predisposition.

November 23, 2010

On Physicality and the Potential for Delight

Observations/Reflections: On Physicality and the Potential for Delight
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 11/23/2010
Written: 4/05/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I think there is much to be derived about the potential of the ultimate and the condition of human kind by imagining the human being's full potential for delight. At times I catch glimpses of what it would be like to experience total delight. I use the word delight rather than the word joy. I believe this delight would be a contributor to joy. It would be more cause than ultimate effect. But what about the delight I sense when my children throw their arms around my neck, or the delight I sense when I see the perfect sunrise, or the delight I sense when I feel my body straining in athletic effort? At such times I taste delight, but it remains only a taste.

Sometimes, I fathom what it would feel like for all of my senses to be fully saturated. I realize then that we underestimate the gift of our own physicality. What if there is the ultimate, and what if the ultimate intends to maximize this potential? Such thoughts are overwhelming.

November 17, 2010

Maggie's Prayer

Observations/Reflections: On Maggie's Prayer
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 11/17/2010
Written: 4/10/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

This is Maggie's (she is six years old) prayer today, "Dear Jesus, thank you for not making me fat, and help me to make enough money from my lemonade stand to buy one of those i thingies". She was referring to an iPad. The two greatest influences on her life? Jesus Christ and Steve Jobs.

November 15, 2010

The Cognizance of my Limitations as Worship

Observations/Reflections: On the Cognizance of my Limitations as Worship
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 11/15/2010
Written: 4/16/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

As the years pass, I am painfully aware that all of my lamenting about the pain of uncertainty and the inadequacy of language represents an immature mind. Life in its fullest begins on the other side of that lament -- not on the other side of the experience, but rather on the other side of the complaint. Life for me in its fullest begins as my very grieving itself becomes worship. I am awed by the ultimate. My growing cognizance of my limitations is the ground of my growing wonder for the unlimited. Life can be a psalm.

November 11, 2010

The Essential Task of the Leader as Leading

Observations/Reflections: On the Essential Task of the Leader as Leading
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 11/11/2010
Written: 3/20/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

In an organization where a leader must lead other strong leaders, I question as to whether or not his best judgment produces the right way forward. In many cases, I believe that his best efforts produce a way forward. If he is a good leader, it might produce a good way forward. The point is not that the leader's way is best, but rather that the leader's direction is consistent. The principle job of the leader is to lead, not to make perfect decisions. There is something essential in the leading itself that contributes to the integrity of the whole.

November 4, 2010

Personification and Possibility of Commonality Between the Inanimate and the Animate

Observations/Reflections: On Personification and Possibility of Commonality Between the Inanimate and the Animate
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 11/04/2010
Written: 1/18/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Ancient literature, even the scripture, perhaps especially the scripture, seems to personify the inanimate. It speaks of the rocks crying out. It speaks of the stars that sing. Of course, there are many other examples. It does not limit such personification to the inanimate. In some ways it personifies even states of mind. It references the spirit of evil, the spirit of anger, and the spirit of fear.

This tendency may be considered as only literary device. The more skeptical may consider it as primitive ignorance. But I wonder, I wonder if our modern/post-modern constructive reality is too limited. Things are. Living things are. Inanimate things are.

The subject predicate expression is universal. But perhaps there are more commonalities in the predicate that we have realized. If so, then these commonalities originate in the subject. Our notion of what it is to be alive may be too limiting.

November 2, 2010

Capacity and the Organization

Observations/Reflections: On Capacity and the Organization
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 11/02/2010
Written: 2/06/2006
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

As the leadership model in my life unfolds, I understand more pointedly why I focus on capacity. I typically view an organization in three parts: health, capacity, and production. An organization must increase its health, its capacity, and its production. An organization that concentrates exclusively on output will soon have issues with its health (and could well outstrip its capacity). An organization that focuses solely on capacity will have health issues and thus anemic productivity (it can become too self-focused).

I could go on with the implications, but the point is only this: time and time again when I am not sure as to where God is leading, I focus on capacity. At best I am just a middle manager in the Kingdom. I really can't move forward until I get the "memo". I need a directive. In the absence of a directive, I focus on capacity. This ensures that I am ready, very ready for production.

October 29, 2010

Leadership as Sacrifice

Observations/Reflections: On Leadership as Sacrifice
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/29/2010
Written: 3/26/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

A prerequisite for leadership is to be willing to sacrifice. Many of us are willing to sacrifice time and energy. Most of us are not prepared to make the sacrifice of honor. If one seeks leadership as a means of self-validation, they should flee before it is too late. It will be better for that individual to become a policeman or teacher. Leadership will strip you. It is not the road to confidence.

The effective leader will constantly be second guessed. He must be prepared to be wrong and then admit it to his entire team. He must be prepared to be right, and still be thought of as wrong by his entire team. You will not gain status, you will lose status. The only relief comes when you have reached the age of one like Billy Graham, and during those final hallowed years you may receive some recognition. If one desires to lead, they need to lay down the need to be respected. Leadership does not equate with popularity.

October 27, 2010

Ending Well

Observations/Reflections: On Ending Well
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/27/2010
Written: 8/5/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Often in your association with a group of people or team there is a lifecycle. Working relationships come to an end. I think I have learned that in many cases the relationship only ends well because you choose for it to end well-not because it is ending well on its own. At times of transition, even healthy transition, there is organic tension. One must recognize the tension as a sign of transition, and not as an evidence of broken relationship. It's important to remember that it will not end well, unless you choose to end it well on your own.

October 18, 2010

Being Convinced in the Face of Uncertainty

Observations/Reflections: On Being Convinced in the Face of Uncertainty
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/18/2010
Written: 8/5/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

What does it mean to say that I am convinced of something? What does it mean that anyone says that they are convinced? I suspect that the limitation of words makes this particular declaration dangerous. It likely means different things to different people. Being convinced might be a state of mind, based on something someone feels in terms of certainty, or probability. It might be a decision made in light of the fact that one cannot establish probability. One man needs a criterion, such as "inference to the best explanation", another, needs a sense deep down in their spirit.

For me, being convinced is a very important statement. It is important because it is distinguished from being certain. I may not be certain, but I can be convinced. All of my life must be lived out of this place. I cannot live out of a condition of absolute uncertainty. Though I recognize my incapability of ever being certain, I affirm that I can reach a place where I am convinced. For me, this convincing equates with risk. It is a statement that embraces risk.

I am not certain of anything, but I am convinced of many things.

October 13, 2010

Making Peace with the Unknowable

Observations/Reflections: On Making Peace with the Unknowable
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/15/2010
Written: 8/5/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

There is great danger in contemplating infinity. The great mathematicians that have gone down this path have not been able to return. Many of them have been declared insane. The problem lies in seeking an unfathomable answer. There is something inherently dangerous about an equivocal passion to know. I reflect on this danger, because I must be alert to it in my own life. Making peace with the unknowable is one of the ways to preserve my sanity.

October 11, 2010

Simultaneous Experience of Joy and Agony

Observations/Reflections: On Simultaneous Experience of Joy and Agony
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/11/2010
Written: 8/5/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I don't understand how joy and agony can co-exist within the same person, even within the same instant. Life is an inversion of paradoxes. One can be full of joy, and yet full of agony. The human container is too frail. A soul cannot contain the whole truth. This is what separates me from the ultimate. I cannot bear what I know. I cannot bear the knowing of what I don't know either. But amidst the overwhelming desperation is a sense that the edge of beauty is only experienced at the edge of frailty. When all I experience is too much, I come to value the marvelous potential of life. Joy and agony can co-exist. Beauty is evidenced when they touch.

September 22, 2010

Prerequisites to an Existential Transformation

Observations/Reflections: On Prerequisites to an Existential Transformation
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 09/22/2010
Written: 4/16/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

There are a series of conditions that are a prerequisite to an existential transformation. The first is awareness. One must become aware of the differential gap. The second is dissatisfaction. The term dissatisfaction is mild, but it may be thought of as encompassing a continuum. The end of that continuum is despair, or even hopelessness.

Until there is awareness, and dissatisfaction, true change cannot take place. The hardest man for God to reach is the man that has deluded himself into a state of self-satisfaction. Blessed are the poor in spirit, they shall see God.

September 20, 2010

On the Ultimate as Revitalized Soma

Observations/Reflections: On the Ultimate as Revitalized Soma
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 09/20/2010
Written: 3/12/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Elsewhere I have written on the difference between the conditions of the incipient and the ultimate. This condition reflects my extreme limits. Once one recognizes that uncertainty is the hallmark of the incipient, then one may ask, what is the point of questing for truth? It is a valid question. I cannot ever be certain I have acquired truth. I am not certain that I can be certain-even after the ultimate has communicated proof to me in the form of a revitalized soma. Even if I were to gain this glorified body, as promised in the scripture I would still be incipient. Even if I became immortal I would still be incipient. I do not believe, though I cannot be certain, that I will never be ultimate. This means that while I may have more assuredness, I will not have that particular state of certainty. The implications are remarkable. For one, I must question the whole notion of certainty and its value. But, for the purpose of this observation, I must ask, what is the point of seeking truth?

The only value in seeking truth lies in the hope that truth will seek you, perhaps in response to your seeking. One does not have to hold a Christian viewpoint to realize this point. In this way, the process of seeking truth could be as important as the result. We do not reflect enough on the implications of our limited existence.

September 17, 2010

Extending Theology beyond the Written Revelation

Observations/Reflections: On Extending Theology beyond the Written Revelation
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 09/17/2010
Written: 3/12/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

It seems to me that a missiological theology must do more than provide paradigm for its recipient. It must do more than provide model or method. I had argued for this approach elsewhere. I think it must provide the means of interaction with God that enables the recipient to extend their knowing past the limits of written revelation. Theology may start with knowing things, but it must end with knowing him.

September 15, 2010

On Superior Strategic Position

Observations/Reflections: On Superior Strategic Position
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 09/15/2010
Written: 1/19/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

In my previous work with the Xel Defense Team, I emphasized a key principle. Strategy is better than skill. This is true in combat, but it is also true in business. Management ineptitude is not a guarantee to failure. Some businesses have a strategic position so superior that they can survive despite inferior practices. In my own group, we have placed a high value on management. We want to see excellence across all of our processes. Still, this is not ENOUGH. Strategy is better than skill. Being the best at what we do is not a guarantee of first position. Improving our performance is not enough. We need to seize superior strategic position.

September 10, 2010

Choosing between "Growth by the People" and "Growth by the Numbers"

Observations/Reflections: On Choosing between "Growth by the People" and "Growth by the Numbers"
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 09/10/2010
Written: 10/16/2006
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

It is clear that every venture I've been involved with involved the discipleship/pastoring process. I'm not sure that taking the business out of that context is healthy for me. This has impact on how I expand the Growth Engine possibilities. I feel the pull necessary to establish a strong, dominant presence in the Fortune 500 companies. But it shifts us from a business "by the people" approach to a "business by the numbers" approach. And while I am cognizant that business involves both aspects, I am hesitant to pursue this radical number-focused approach that leads to growth at high personal cost.

I am aware of the fact that the dichotomy between the two approaches is not always so stark. But there is something troubling me as I embrace the plan for 2007. I also have a sense, that I would rather build business around the ministry model that God has given us. It is slower, and it requires personal investment in people. Is the Lord asking me to do something different? I'm not certain, but there has always been a sense that the New Testament growth model is better than the American capital model - even for a business.

This sense may come from the predisposition of my heritage, but it feels more like a leading in my spirit. I must pay careful, careful attention.

07:59 a.m.
As I am praying, I am reminded of this continuing word I have been experiencing. In the end, it will come down to management. I keep hearing this in my spirit. For several weeks, now, it has been a constant refrain. If God is leading me, why does he keep emphasizing this point? Am I not truly hearing him?

It may be this: I may need to set aside the larger vision for this organization in favor of a tighter focus on its management. Is this "school", again? Are we back to the old maxim: until you know the objective, focus on capacity? Something in my spirit goes awry when I embrace expansionist thinking. Father, are you saying that I should focus, now, on developing a well-managed organization as opposed to the dominant, market-conquering organization? I've always embraced kalos as opposed to scale.

If this observation is muddled, it is because I am muddled. The enemy has a subtle tactic: when a person receives profound spiritual insight, it is often accompanied by a great energy dynamic. The enemy tries to shift the dynamic slightly off course. The difference is hardly perceptible in the beginning, but as time passes the angle becomes more obtuse.

As I look back over my life, I've seen my spirit grow excited with profound spiritual truth, but I have seen that it is very easy for me to extend this truth in the wrong direction. This may be happening now. It might be helpful to review an example:

Previously, I had great excitement about the nature of the church, to the extent that I almost launched a major new church. Nevertheless, I could not find peace about this goal. So, on the one hand I had profound excitement about the church. On the other hand, I had something inside beginning to feel awry as I envisioned myself starting a major church. I know now what God was doing. He was restoring my clarity on the church as the primary distribution system. He was also confirming the strong pastoral calling on my life. The temptation was to twist/convert this spiritual gift. The ambitious leader in me contemplated charging off to build something. This would have interfered with God's plan. Thankfully, I heeded this unsettled feeling before I declared and/or overcommitted to a wrong course of action.

Somehow, as ridiculously simple as it sounds, the Holy Spirit is drawing my attention to the process of management. It is almost embarrassing. It feels like I'm being brought back to elementary school when I need to graduate. But I will not neglect this leading/correction. So then, I must reconcile this profound emphasis on management with the organization's need to move forward in the marketplace.

09:33 a.m.
As I continue to pray, I recognize the need to balance my earlier statements with a cautionary. One can go on about forever trying to build a well-managed organization. For as soon as one has one aspect in tune, the other aspect becomes out of tune. There must be a standard of output that one measures which reflects the quality of the management. Certainly the numbers are part of this measurement, but only a part. So then, one must be careful about becoming too introspective about the organization's management system. One must tie internal excellence with external results.

September 9, 2010

Goldman Sachs Model for Refining Sales Focus

Observations/Reflections: On the Goldman Sachs Model for Refining Sales Focus
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 09/09/2010
Written: 10/21/2009
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Goldman Sachs had a simple philosophy that drove his approach to sales organizations.
Prune losers; feed winners. This is an interesting concept. This follows on philosophically with Peter Drucker's notion of focusing on results. Drucker said, "One should not focus on minimizing weaknesses, but rather maximizing strengths." This concept deserves more attention.

September 8, 2010

The Condition of Peaceful Urgency

Observations/Reflections: On the Condition of Peaceful Urgency
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 01/13/2010
Written: 03/22/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Elsewhere, I have written about the need to infuse an organization with a healthy spirit of urgency. While one must avoid frantic activity, one must also avoid a passive mindset. As I continue to explore the need to infuse urgency throughout my organization, I realize that there is a balanced condition that might be typified with this term: a peaceful urgency.

At first, this might seem like an oxymoron. If not, at least a semantic contradiction. But I think there is a way to sense the need for aggressive, productive activity, while maintaining a spirit of haste. One might rapidly, urgently prepare for a coming hurricane, and still maintain a sense of peace. This peaceful urgency can foster that unique combination of clear thinking and rapid execution.

August 20, 2010

Leadership and Failure

Observations/Reflections: On Leadership and Failure
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 08/20/2010
Written: 03/22/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

One of the key roles of the leader is to model failure. If the leader models failure properly, he leads the way for his own people to fail successfully. The leader who models failure can demonstrate how one can admit their mistake, and incorporate them into the larger cycle of a success. It is important that the leader does not maintain the illusion that he always succeeds. No one always succeeds. He must make it possible for his team to fail in a way that delivers a positive outcome.

August 19, 2010

John Bunyan's Fear as a Young Person

Observations/Reflections: On John Bunyan's Fear as a Young Person
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 08/19/2010
Written: 01/12/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I think it's fascinating that Bunyan, in his spiritual autobiography, details the perceived depravity of his childhood, but also inadvertently, points out the difference, perhaps between him and his peers. Even as a child he was vexed deeply by his sin. Moreover, he was so troubled by the possibilities of hell, that at times he had a peculiar wish. He wished he'd been born a "devil" rather than human. In his young mind, he thought of the "devils" as tormenters and of humans as the tormented.

I find it fascinating that he was highly sensitized to his sin condition. I perceive the same about Augustine, though he often downplays it in his work.

August 17, 2010

On Capacity and the Organization

Observations/Reflections: On Capacity and the Organization
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 08/17/2010
Written: 02/06/2006
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

As the leadership model in my life unfolds, I understand more pointedly why I focus on capacity. I typically view an organization in three parts: health, capacity, and production. An organization must increase its health, its capacity, and its production or output. An organization that concentrates exclusively on output will soon have issues with its health (and could well outstrip its capacity). An organization that focuses solely on capacity will also have health issues and thus anemic productivity (it can become too self-focused).

I could go on with the implications, but the point is only this: time and time again when I am not sure as to where God is leading, I focus on capacity. At best I am just a middle manager in the Kingdom. I really can't move forward until I get the "memo". I need a directive. In the absence of a directive, I focus on capacity. This ensures that I am ready, very ready for production.


August 13, 2010

Running a Company under the Current Economic Conditions

Observations/Reflections: On Running a Company under the Current Economic Conditions
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 08/13/10
Written: 02/15/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

As I contemplate the future of the economy I am wondering how to position our organization within this unfolding crisis (a phrase I am deliberating using amidst the claims that 'the worse is over'). Moreover, I am concerned about our state of mind. These are some observations which must be later crafted into a tighter message:

1. Business conditions as we knew them have changed (forever). Let's stop waiting for a recovery, and let's plan expansion amidst this reality.
2. Point one necessitates organizations to operate under a different set of assumptions regarding their sales pipeline (its cycles and ratios).
3. Points one and two require organization to operate from a more secure financial position. Indeed, more than ever, we need to function with less debt, stronger reserves, and less cost. A key word is 'thrift'.

August 6, 2010

On the Writing Strategies of Anthony Trollope

Observations/Reflections: On the Writing Strategies of Anthony Trollope
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 08/06/10
Written: 02/15/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Many have written about Anthony Trollope's work production. He began his workday at 5:30am. He thought that in three hours, a man can do all the writing that he should do in a full day. Trollope tried to write 250 words every fifteen minutes. In this way, he produced at least three volumes a year. He wrote 67 books, most of them three volume novels. In actuality, he wrote approximately 150 books.

Reflecting on Trollope's biography, I have retrieved several key points. He brings to me a new respect for the development of character. 1) He was not, by his own critique, very concerned with plot. He focused his attention on character. I would rather focus on both. 2) He maintained his prodigious output, while working full time at the post office. This is evidence that I can continue generating content while performing my other duties. 3) He seemed to write with that stark honesty which often marks the best authors. His personal critique seems unflinching. I can learn from this. It reminds me of my earlier observation on the importance of self-honesty. 4) He approached the whole task of writing almost as if he was a blue-collar tradesman. He wrote for the money. He did so unapologetically. And while I do not write for the money, I respect his internal clarity. 5) (Most of all instructive for me) He preserved his morning sessions with an almost unflinching, even sacred respect. He held himself to the timetable consistently. He logged his words, and started at the same time each morning. Trollope had a groomsman who brought him tea at 5:30am each morning. This was a device that kept him up and on schedule. Such devices have proven to be useful for me also.

All in all, I find Trollope's perspective to be encouraging. I think his work demonstrates both the strengths and weaknesses of his fast writing pace. I think there is a better strategy. I think there are some kinds of writing which can be done rapidly, and other kinds of writing in which one should take more deliberate time. I think there is a way to combine the emphasis so that maximum productivity is achieved.

August 4, 2010

On the Decline of the Well Written Letter

Observations/Reflections: On the Decline of the Well Written Letter
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 08/04/10
Written: 02/04/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

It occurs to me that letter writing, which achieved rare form in recent centuries, has been on a steady decline. The advent of technology has increased our output, but not our quality. It has also schooled us in shorter forms of communication. As I reflect over my life, it seems that some of the most compelling moments occurred as I read a thoughtful letter. I think that I could use the power of the letter far more effectively in my own work. I want to reflect on this more. I'm busy writing books, busy sending emails, and event texts. In the process, I wonder if I've lost appreciation for the power of a well written, well timed, letter.

August 3, 2010

On the True Measure of a Writer

Observations/Reflections: On the True Measure of a Writer
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 08/03/10
Written: 04/09/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I wonder how one should judge a writer? When one has written as many books as Trollope there is no doubt (as trollop conceives himself) a wide variance in the quality of the work. But do you judge a writer by a) his best work, b) his worst work, or c) the overall body of work? I think the best answer is a). If a writer is more concerned of being thought of as a great writer than he is about producing a work that truly serves the reader, he may turn out consistently good projects. But in playing it safe, he may fail to achieve the ultimate with his ability. I suspect that the great writer is the one who puts the work first. The great writer is the one who puts the work above his reputation. This writer may start writing while young, and his work may mature over time. This writer might take risk and thus produce inferior work. But this writer, who will spend himself for the hope of creating something truly helpful, for the hope of doing his ultimate best, is the writer I respect.

Ultimately, the writer must determine whether or not he is writing for the sake of the audience or writing for the sake of his name (Backwards: Whether he is writing for his reputation or for the sake of the audience).

July 19, 2010

Whiteheadian Thought as a Basis for a Philosophy of Religion

Observations/Reflections: On Whiteheadian Thought as a Basis for a Philosophy of Religion
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 07/19/10
Written: 09/04/2008
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin
Bibliography: Whiteheadian Thought as a Basis for a Philosophy of Religion by Forest Wood, Jr.
http://www.religion-online.org/showchapter.asp?title=2736&C=2475


A far better view is found in Hartshorne's suggestion: "Worship is the integrating of all one's thoughts and purposes, all valuations and meanings, all perceptions and conceptions."3 Worship is a consciously unitary response to life. And God, the object of worship, is ". . . the wholeness of the world, correlative to the wholeness of every sound individual dealing with the world."4 The term "individual" in his comment applies not only to people but to any entity whatsoever: "Any sentient individual in any world experiences and acts as one. . ."5 These ideas of Hartshorne's do not stand in isolation; rather they are part of a Whiteheadian world-view in which each individual entity is an integration of parts into a whole. Whitehead's principle is "The many become one, and are increased by one." (Process and Reality, Corrected Edition, ed. Griffin & Sherburne, New York: The Free Press, 1978, 21)

Hartshorne makes another major contribution to our understanding of worshiping and serving God. The insight is a surprising one. Hartshorne argues that people (and other things) contribute ". . . value to God which he would otherwise lack."6 God is a real recipient of our actions. This notion is consistent with the Whiteheadian metaphysic that each entity contributes value to other entities. Each entity in the universe (including God) is internally related to other entities. That people (and other things) contribute value to God gives real meaning to the lives of people and the events of the world.

July 16, 2010

On Grace and My Understanding of Reality

Observations/Reflections: On Grace and My Understanding of Reality
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 07/16/10
Written: 03/28/2009
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

The longer I live, the more I depend upon grace in order to continue. The word grace, for me, has become a philosophical/theological concept that powers my understanding of reality. Once one recognizes their vulnerable condition that they are incipient, the hope embedded within the concept of grace become preeminent. On a macro level, this is what gives me the ultimate confidence in divine revelation. I have no confidence in myself, or my understanding to discern it.

I do have hope that a good God will communicate to me in such a way as I'll be able to understand. I have hope that my hope, and that all that I suppose is drenched in grace. If I am wrong, then grace can make a way for me. I think that depth in theology and philosophy leads to a state of utter poverty. Grace becomes all that one has left. It powers hope, but it also positions hope within a benign infinite loop. At the least, I may hope for hope. I cannot find; I am lost, but I may yet be found.

July 15, 2010

On Theology as Wishful Thinking

Observations/Reflections: On Theology as Wishful Thinking
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 07/15/10
Written: 04/25/2009
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I am doing theology in the face of suffering. I think every theologian should spend some time in a children's hospital, or someplace where we can see the combination of innocence and horrific suffering. Theology in the abstract is not theology. It must be grounded in the realities of existence. Until theology can speak to and from such reality, it is not theology. It is mental exercise. It is wishful thinking. It is a placebo.

July 14, 2010

The Apprehension Process in the Definition of Theology

Observations/Reflections: On The Apprehension Process in the Definition of Theology
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 07/14/10
Written: 04/27/2009
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

At some point one must lift up their head and seek "the answers". This seeking is the apprehension process described in my definition of theology (see earlier writings). Whenever one begins is connected to wherever one begins. One begins within some context. And whether one is an atheist or an Anglican, ultimate questions must be asked. I think that this eventually calls for a decision, and this decision requires a certain virtue package, which I will call a "humble integrity".

It is a humble integrity because it requires one to first of all, acknowledge their uncertainty while professing their absolute faith. It requires integrity because one must be consistent with their faith claim. Integrity without humility can become a strident dogmatism. Humility without integrity can become an unfruitful skepticism.

July 2, 2010

On Drucker and the Job of the Manager

Observations/Reflections: On On Drucker and the Job of the Manager
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 07/02/10
Written: 07/13/2009
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Bibliography: Managing for Results: Economic tasks and risk-taking decisions
New York, NY: Harper & Row, 1964


Peter Drucker divides the job of the manager into five basic tasks:

1) He sets objectives. The manager sets goals for the group, and decides what work needs to be done to meet those goals.

2) He organizes. The manager divides the work into manageable activities, and selects people to accomplish the tasks that need to be done.

3) He motivates and communicates. The manager creates a team out of his people, through decisions on pay, placement, promotion, and through his communications with the team. Drucker also referred to this as the "integrating" function of the manager.

4) He measures. The manager establishes appropriate targets and yardsticks, and analyzes, appraises and interprets performance.

5) He develops people. With the rise of the knowledge worker, this task has taken on added importance. In a knowledge economy, people are the company's most important asset, and it is up to the manager to develop that asset. While other management experts may use different words and focus on different aspects of these responsibilities, Mr. Drucker's basic description of the manager's job still holds.

July 1, 2010

Theology as a Subjective Experience in its Written Form

Observations/Reflections: On Theology as a Subjective Experience in its Written Form
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 07/01/10
Written: 04/25/2009
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

In order to complete my book on theolgoy, I may have to model the theological method. This is a method which does not so much engage argument, but rather embraces the subjective experience of apprehending the ultimate. It may engage such a radical method that my theological colleagues cannot accept it. I will likely argue against argument, a contradiction in itself. But my argument will not take the form of a classic argument, but rather a subjective demonstration. It seems to me like the entire notion of doing theology needs a corrective. I will emphasize the article "a" theology, because I am not suggesting this is the only way. How can I?

June 29, 2010

Gerald Manly Hopkins and his Narrative Pros

Observations/Reflections: On Gerald Manly Hopkins and his Narrative Pros
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 06/29/10
Written: 04/27/2009
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I have been studying Hopkins in depth. As I reflect on the way he uses in meter and sound, it occurs to me, yet again, that my endless project to enfold narrative with poetic rhythms and structures is still possible. There is a way to bring rhythm and rhyme in to this structure of pros. It must be subtle enough to avoid surface detection, but powerful enough to evoke the sub-layers of pathos. Hopkins' experimentation with sound and meter encourages me.

June 28, 2010

The Nexus between Business and Beauty

Observations/Reflections: On The Nexus between Business and Beauty
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 06/28/10
Written: 09/30/2008
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

If I am to think of business as worship, then I must think further than the notions reflected in works like: Business for the Gory of God (Grudem). Business as worship is not limited to a kind of integrity in its various elements. It is about achieving a kind of God-reflection, a special kind of beauty. I suspect that one cannot separate worship from the aesthetic.

June 25, 2010

Weariness Mixed with Loneliness

Observations/Reflections: On Weariness Mixed with Loneliness
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 06/25/10
Written: 04/25/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Something is developing in me that is difficult to convey. It is a kind of weariness mixed with loneliness - the loneliness comes from realizing that the culture (even the religious culture), is moving far away from my honest theological position. In a crowd of contemporary thinkers, I feel most alone. It is painful, but the combination of this loneliness and weariness provokes in me a kind of solidification. This solidification feels like a protest, even a willingness to "bear arms".

June 16, 2010

Serving not Studying the Entrepreneur

Observations/Reflections: On Serving not Studying the Entrepreneur
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 06/16/10
Written: 02/20/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

In the work I am doing for London and Cambridge, I am reflecting on a theology for the entrepreneur. The preposition "for" is critical in that it focuses the work. I am not seeking to develop a theology of entrepreneurship, others may do so. I am seeking to develop a theology for the entrepreneur. This theology is particular. It is missiological, and pedagogical in its focus. Its purpose is to provide grounded context for the life of the entrepreneur. Thus, it must be interpreted, and incarnated as must all missiological works. From this foundation, it may be translated into pedagogical form. We need a theology that can speak "to", not just "of" the entrepreneur.

The problem is that we are so lost in our own methods and definitions that we cannot identify with those we were called to serve.

June 11, 2010

The Necessity of Contextualizing Theology

Observations/Reflections: The Necessity of Contextualizing Theology
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 06/11/10
Written: 04/05/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Regardless of the arguments, all theology is necessarily contextualized. It is contextualized the minute it enters human conception. Contextualization is part of the encoding necessary for the receiver to receive. It is incumbent on the transmitter to encode in such a way as the receiver can receive. We should not be afraid to conceptualize theology in our missional efforts. It is mandatory.

June 10, 2010

The Leader's Internal Rest as an Illusion

Observations/Reflections: The Leader's Internal Rest as an Illusion
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 06/10/10
Written: 02/04/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

There are times in the leader's job, when it feels appropriate to take prolonged rest. The organization seems to be doing well. You have the right people in the right places, and the numbers are on target. While I'm not suggesting that a rest is wrong at this point, I am suggesting that the sense of security that permits the rest is based on illusion. If you feel that all is well, then you are likely suffering from a lack of clarity.

For most leaders, internal rest is a function of blindness.

June 9, 2010

Vulnerability as the Key Attribute of the Effective Teacher

Observations/Reflections: On Vulnerability as the Key Attribute of the Effective Teacher
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 06/09/10
Written: 04/17/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

The teacher is often most effective when relating to his audience through the experiences of his own life. Typically, it is not his victories which achieve the greatest heart-impact, it is his struggles. The teacher does not have to wait until he has mastered a given struggle to teach upon it. The key element is a kind of transparent vulnerability. This is not to say that the teacher should engage in an egocentric lament about his life. But he can trace a truth as it is unfolding in his life, and he can show the audience how he is working his way through it. The most effective messages that the teacher communicates are those lessons which God is communicating to the teacher. If you want to touch other's lives, you must allow your life to be touched.

The mark of a great teacher is not his victory, it is his transparency.

June 3, 2010

On Management

Observations/Reflections: On Management
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 06/03/10
Written: 07/25/2005
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

In small organizations the team is built around the competency of the founder. This gives the founder a decided advantage in most strategic discussions. The danger is that he may overestimate his acumen. For proper growth to take place he must expand the competencies with a team that decentralizes a dependency on his expertise. He must also give away all that he has to those around him, so that their core competencies can improve.

Further, it seems that certain types of competencies can improve when there is a concentrated effort. Other types of competencies are more intrinsic, more natural. The leader will find those more difficult to give away.

June 2, 2010

On Story as Pharmacia

Observations/Reflections: On Story as Pharmacia
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 06/02/10
Written: 03/22/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

The mind responds to the construct of story. Certain authors, especially in Europe, and now in much of contemporary America, reject the beginning, middle, and end approach to story. They rightfully perceive that many stories do not have immediate resolve. They advocate a "slice of life" approach to writing. But I think we err when we conceive of story as an external sequence.

Story is a drug - It bypasses our critical sensors and alters our consciousness. If one is to write an effective story, one must match their representation of reality to the realities of the person experiencing that representation. This requires one to consider the impact of the combined ingredients on the mental/physical components of the recipient.

The artful author is not just writing a story; he is mixing a drug.


June 1, 2010

On the Debate Over Dualism

Observations/Reflections: On the Debate Over Dualism
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 06/01/10
Written: 05/11/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

It has become fashionable among philosophers to eschew almost any form of dualism. Descartes, in this regard, has been discredited. Some theologians, like Arthur Peacocke, claim that the only legitimate dualism is that which exists between God and everything else. But I find the wholesale rejection of dualism suspect.

One of the dangers in philosophy is the discovery of a ready-made "language handle". Such handles (like "dualism") provide a kind of short-hand for complex concepts. There is a danger in convenience language. It becomes too general, too mentally ergonomic.

Theologian who recognizes that primitive notions of dualism need redress (that it is difficult to separate spirit, body, and identity) are making useful advances in our understanding. But the theologian who rejects almost any form of dualism undermines bedrock elements of orthodox theology.

In popular theological/philosophical circles, one must be careful about embracing any form of dualism. Such theories are liable to wholesale rejection. But I think we need to be more careful. Our criticism of dualism deserves more nuance.

May 28, 2010

Embracing an Opposing Imbalance

Observations/Reflections: On Embracing an Opposing Imbalance
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 05/28/10
Written: 03/10/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

There are times in the history of the church when a needed corrective takes place. This is achieved with a certain emphasis. It is an artificial imbalance and it is designed to bring the church back to balance (like Luther's work on grace). The problem is this: If we're not careful, we make a featured characteristic out of a corrective, and thus embrace an opposing imbalance.

In the end, we need to embrace a holistic representation of God. We need recognize that these emphases are designed to re-balance our design.

May 26, 2010

Life is Best When the Best is Lived Over and Over Again

Observations/Reflections: On Life is Best When the Best is Lived Over and Over Again
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 05/26/10
Written: 01/18/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

In the early years of life, time stretches forward in linear fashion. You look forward to what will come. You look forward to what you will become. In the latter years of life, time (perception) becomes circular. You find yourself looking back and looking forward. You recognize patterns. Events repeat themselves.

These phenomena may be experienced on different levels. Here is a simple example: I have been hunting for the past two days. Unlike my youth, the experience is not typified by new discoveries. It is typified by past memories. The sounds and the smells evoke traces from my past. I'm filled with reminiscence as much as I am with anticipation. Life is meant to be more than a linear experience. It is best when the best is lived over and over again.

May 25, 2010

The Difficulty of Grasping the Concept of Non-Existence

Observations/Reflections: On the Difficulty of Grasping the Concept of Non-Existence
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 05/25/10
Written: 03/15/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Is death a form of existence? If the opposite of existence is non-existence, then the opposite of to exist is not to exist. Even for the scientist who does not believe in the afterlife, there is a belief in matter. A person, who dies, does not cease to exist. At the very least, their corpse simply changes its form of matter. So, whether in life or death, we exist.

Or do we?

I don't think it is possible to conceive on non-existence. Every aspect of the thinking process engages contradiction.

The greatest miracle is not resurrection, it is coming into being.

May 13, 2010

Working on Business and Entrepreneurship While Questing on a Different Level

Observations/Reflections: On Working on Business and Entrepreneurship While Questing on a Different Level
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 05/13/10
Written: 03/01/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

It is difficult to work on the level of business and entrepreneurship while I'm questing on the inside. I think I work outward in concentric circles from the tension in my core. Somehow, someway I recognize that I must appropriate a framework while questioning all of its tenets. This is my lot: to swim rapidly across the surface of a vast ocean, while drowning in that very same ocean's depths.

May 12, 2010

Reconciling My Vulnerability with My Faith

Observations/Reflections: On Reconciling My Vulnerability with My Faith
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 05/12/10
Written: 03/01/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

For one to read my various observations on uncertainty and on philosophy, they might seem a contradiction to my life of faith, and to my work in the pulpit. I understand this seeming contradiction. For me, though, it is no more contradictory than my existence itself. I do believe, but I'm uncertain as to what "I" truly is. For that matter I am uncertain as to the essence of 'is'. So what is the mark of my authenticity? My only authenticity comes from this: I am staking everything upon my convictions. I believe, in spite of my weakness.

May 11, 2010

The Validity of God as Ultimate

Observations/Reflections: On The Validity of God as Ultimate
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 05/11/10
Written: 03/15/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I may say that God is ultimate and I may hold this ground for the simplest of reasons: my subject is identical to my predicate. You cannot argue with me, unless you employ a different term. So I say, with some measure of safety, that God is ultimate. I am still employing analogy, or approximation. For I use language even to explain language, so that all language is an approximation of approximation.

May 10, 2010

Grasping the Concept of Wholly Other

Observations/Reflections: On Grasping the Concept of Wholly Other
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 05/10/10
Written: 03/15/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I feel the need to meditate deeply on the full implications of what it means that God is wholly other. For once one has grasped the infinite void between us and God, then one must recognize that only God (acting as ultimate) could transcend an infinite differential between incipient and ultimate.

April 29, 2010

Faith Amidst Uncertainty

Observations/Reflections: On Faith Amidst Uncertainty
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 04/29/10
Written: 03/01/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Elsewhere, I have written about living within a framework even while you investigate its tenets. I appropriate a universe, and then while adopting its rules, I challenge them all. This may leave the impression that my faith in Christ is only a construct that I hold onto in the face of my doubt - that it borders, even, on anti-realism. But I disavow anti-realism (on grounds which I cannot write about here).

There is way to be married for twenty-five years, to love this woman with all of your heart, to trust her with your life, and yet never know for certain what the next day holds in your relationship. I'm incipient. I may have misjudged her for twenty-five years. I cannot predict the future. In so many ways, on so many levels, I am vulnerable. Yet, I CHOOSE TO LOVE HER WITH ALL THAT I AM. My love is not rooted in some kind of ethereal, anti-realist construct. It's rooted in the tension between my uncertainty, and my commitment.

If my wife has been real to me, God has been even more. So I live, and I die, giving all. This is faith. Faith must be expressed amidst uncertainty. It is never to be confused with certainty. Where certainty exists, faith is unnecessary. Where uncertainty exists faith is (absolutely) necessary.

April 27, 2010

The Inability to Achieve Precision

Observations/Reflections: On the Inability to Achieve Precision
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 04/27/10
Written: 04/05/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Because we are finite beings, we cannot experience precision. What we consider precise, is only an illusion. The beauty of math is that it allows us to achieve precision in the abstract. The tragedy of math is that this precision cannot be birthed into existential - at least not with our tools. We can conceive of a perfectly straight line, but we cannot create one. I'm weary of our approximate existence.

April 26, 2010

The Utter Dependency of the Incipient

Observations/Reflections: On the Utter Dependency of the Incipient
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 04/26/10
Written: 03/01/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

It's possible to become trapped by the knowledge of imperfection. A true awareness of our incipient nature leads to a feeling of absolute helplessness. For many, life is endured by embracing a series of delusions. For most, the veil is thin and our tiny glimpses in the direction of reality lead to despair. It is Kierkegaard's "Sickness unto Death".

There is beauty in life. But this beauty is jeopardized on all sides by the relentless destruction of sin. Moreover, my conceptions of beauty and sin are subject to the same delusions. All is lost if not for two factors: (1) the existence of the ultimate, and (2) the help of the ultimate. These two concepts make possible another concept: (3) grace.

I embrace grace, but even the vocabulary I used to describe this embrace is contrived. My incipient nature does not permit me to grasp the essence of the essence. Plato, in this regard was right. All that we have are forms. He did not go far enough. All that we have are forms of forms, ad nauseaum.

This is my tragic condition. I am dependent on grace. My knowledge is only that I have no knowledge that is certain. Even this expression of dependency is vulnerable. My efforts could be absolutely futile, so I embrace a new notion even greater than grace: (4) hope. Hope allows me to believe that my understanding could be true, that there might be grace.

It's not that I don't believe, but that I don't believe in my ability to know. What do I have left? How can I know? I throw myself at the feet of the ultimate hoping against hope that he is, and that he cares.

April 21, 2010

The Nature of Spiritual Ambition

Observations/Reflections: On the Nature of Spiritual Ambition
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 04/21/10
Written: 04/05/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I just finished reading the biography of Saint Ignatius. I find it interesting that Saint Ignatius started out with such significant ambition. It was the same with Saint Francis. It causes me to wonder. Do men of spiritual renown begin with selfish ambition? Does this selfish ambition somehow become the raw material for a new kind of holy ambition?

April 20, 2010

The Danger of Numerical Sequencing

Observations/Reflections: On the Danger of Numerical Sequencing
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 04/20/10
Written: 03/26/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

One must be careful of numbering systems. They often indicate sequence where there is none. They enforce linear perspective where lateral or even multi-dimensional perspective is necessary. This is yet another example of how our language can interfere with our thinking. In most cases, I'm able to divide analysis into two components: elements and actions. In doing so, I can discern a solution by considering the whole in its elements (parts), and its actions (steps). This natural division, though somewhat artificial, becomes a useful device. Still, one must bear in a mind the danger of helpful devices. What is artificial can become artifice.

April 19, 2010

Approximating Truth

Observations/Reflections: On Approximating Truth
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 04/19/10
Written: 02/15/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Spiritual truth is often approximated before it is experienced. A sincere question from the contemplative seeker may lead to a surface understanding - to an approximated truth. But until certain truths are truly lived, they can never be truly known.

April 14, 2010

On Mary Augusta Arnold, and the Novel as a Theological Impartation

Observations/Reflections: On Mary Augusta Arnold, and the Novel as a Theological Impartation
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 04/14/10
Written: 03/02/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Most people are not familiar with the name Mary Augusta Arnold, but she was a successful novelist in the early 19th century. One of her books, Robert Elsmere, 1888, was a bestselling book for ten years. It spoke of an Anglican clergyman's conversion to something similar to the Unitarian belief system.

I am not impressed with her theology, but find her method fascinating. Essentially, she used the novel as a means of doing theology and philosophy. Her work reminds me of Ayn Rand's work on objectivism, Atlas Shrugged. For years I have considered how to best communicate theology. I know the optimum model is incarnation. Can the novel be used to incarnate theological truth?

April 13, 2010

Theology Informs Philosophy

Observations/Reflections: On Theology Informs Philosophy
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 04/13/10
Written: 03/01/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

It would seem that theology has lost its appeal to the average person, but it also seems that philosophy has not. Books on philosophy proliferate today. Eastern philosophy has experienced a revival in the U.S. Most of these modern enthusiasts do not know of the day when philosophy and theology were considered the same.

We need to help such people discover the beauty of theology today. The academy hardly allows us to consider theology and philosophy as a united discipline. But we may be able to promote theology in place of philosophy.

I believe that theology informs philosophy. There may be a way to resurrect theology for the sake of the average believer. I am focused on bringing theology to the life of leadership, but wonder if somehow, some way, someone might help stimulate a new love of this discipline/practice for the ordinary person.

April 12, 2010

How My Home Has Rescued Me

Observations/Reflections: On How My Home Has Rescued Me
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 04/12/10
Written: 03/01/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I think we underestimate the importance of home and family. I think it's particularly important for the man who lives a life of reflection. After hours of intense thinking and days of intense work, stepping through the door of my home does more than satisfy my desire to be with family, it grounds me, and centers me. It reminds me that despite all of my uncertainties, there is something that matters to me enough that I can't lose myself in a sea of questions.

My family rescues me from myself.

April 9, 2010

Theology "For" rather than "Of"

Observations/Reflections: On Theology "For" rather than "Of"
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 04/09/10
Written: 03/01/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

What does it mean to develop a "theology for the entrepreneur"? While the term "theology" itself needs defining, we might accept some of the more standard uses. This allows us to consider the impact of the propositional phrase, "for the entrepreneur". As the term "entrepreneur" does not have an agreed upon definition in the body of scholarship, one might think that this is where the focus should be. However, I think the more interesting term is the simple, three letter preposition "for". Theology has a missiological component. Jesus arguably was the greatest theologian. His theological method was incarnation. It was missiological in nature. It reached towards us, and then it enabled us to reach towards God. The preposition "for" implies the missiological, incarnational work of theology. Very little theology has been done for the entrepreneur. I'm not speaking of a theology of entrepreneurship, though this work has not been completed either. I am using the preposition "for" to focus the work in the direction of the entrepreneur. This requires the theologian to see himself as servant, and his work as mission.

April 8, 2010

The Illusion of Original Thought

Observations/Reflections: On the Illusion of Original Thought
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 04/08/10
Written: 02/15/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Often in my life I have developed series of propositions that seemed original. On some of these, now, I look back and smile. As a child, I worked out a theory that I thought was my own. Its essence was an understanding of existence. I wrote the words, "I think, and so I exist". I could not know, at that point, that my seemingly original thought was little more than a rework of Descartes.

As a boy I found a copy of Spinoza. I read it through, and for the most part disagreed. Tragically, I was more disappointed in his thought structure than I was in his theory. At first, his work promised to organize my inner chaos. It did not. Nothing in philosophy has been able to tame my churnings.

At times, though, I'll reach out and touch a truth that seems profound enough to at least medicate my condition. Invariably, I discover it somewhere else. This morning I read in the works of Pyrrho of Ellis, a series of insights that relates to some of my earlier thinking. I'm not disappointed to find this work. I'm not surprised anymore.

Now, as thoughts occur to me, that seem new or profound, I experience them as satire. Who knows? If there be any consolation, it is only this: experiencing an insight from within before experiencing it from without, produces a different effect in my soul. Sometimes the dark liquor of a new discovery gives me temporary relief.

April 1, 2010

The Church's Failure to Provide a Theological Informed Conception of Good Business


Observations/Reflections: On The Church's Failure to Provide a Theological Informed Conception of Good Business
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 04/01/10
Written: 01/29/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

'We live mainly by forms and patterns and if the forms are bad, we live badly' . So warns Wallace Stegner, the Pulitzer Prize winning storyteller whose comments might well be reprised for a critique of entrepreneurship. Indeed, one need only substitute the word 'live" for the word "venture": 'We venture mainly by forms and patterns and if the forms are bad, we venture badly'.

Clearly, there are multiple cases, particularly in the recent economic turmoil, wherein entrepreneurs have 'ventured badly' (both in matters of integrity and effectiveness). And while examples from Wall Street abound, one may note a more intriguing example by looking further, much further, east.

Samalinga Raju, the Founder and Chairman of Satyam Computer Services, has been acclaimed for his business acumen. In 2007, Raju was named Entrepreneur of the Year by Ernst & Young. In 2008 he was honored with a global award for ethics by the London-based World Council on Corporate Governance. According to the New York Times, Satyam rapidly expanded from 'a handful of employees into back-office giant with a work force of 53,000 and operations in 66 countries' .

But despite its hyper-growth and wide acclaim, something was fundamentally wrong with Raju's well-respected enterprise. On January 7, 2009, Raju admitted that '50.4 billion rupees, or $1.04 billion, of the 53.6 billion rupees in cash and bank loans the company listed as assets for its second quarter... were nonexistent'. Moreover, revenue for the quarter was 20 percent lower than the 27 billion rupees report, and the company's operating margin was a fraction of what it declared' (just 3 percent) .

Raju's problems might be attributed to a simple, yet dire, lapse in ethics, but this would miss the deeper point: that the impetus for this violation of trust was a failure in the operation, perhaps even the conception of the business. In his own words, 'What started as a marginal gap between actual operating profit and the one reflected in the books of accounts continued to grow over the years,' Raju described the situation with a poignant metaphor. 'It was like riding a tiger, not knowing how to get off without being eaten.'

Despite an MBA from Ohio University, and his status as a Harvard Business School Alumnus, Samalinga Raju was devoured by the tiger he created. And if such failures are common in the world of enterprise, one might reasonably expect the fault to lie, at least to some degree, with the entrepreneur who patently ignores the proper 'forms and patterns' of good business. But this charge presumes that Raju was adequately schooled in such concepts.

Here, the Church might enter this dialog, arguing that a totally secular conception of business is inadequate, and that theology, at its most fundamental level, shapes our 'forms and patterns' and thus these failures could be due, at least in part, to the entrepreneur's neglect or ignorance of a (readily available) theologically informed conception of the 'good business'. But this promising claim cannot be substantiated, for a detailed survey of the church's work in this area yields a surprising, even shocking scarcity - thus far, the entrepreneur has been left to fend for himself.

1. Walllace Stegner, W., When the Bluebird Sings to the Lemonade Springs, Random House, New York, 1992.
2. While a formal definition of the entrepreneur will be offered later in this work, it is enough to say that the entrepreneur is focused on the creation of business and...
3. New York Times Digital: http://www.nytimes.com/2009/01/08/business/worldbusiness/08satyam.html
4. New York Times Digital: http://www.nytimes.com/2009/01/08/business/worldbusiness/08satyam.html
5. New York Times Digital: http://www.nytimes.com/2009/01/08/business/worldbusiness/08satyam.html
6. I use the word secular here in the generally accepted sense, though I object on theological grounds to the traditional 'sacred/secular divide'.


March 30, 2010

The Danger of Unifying the Physical and the Spiritual


Observations/Reflections: On the Danger of Unifying the Physical and the Spiritual
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 03/30/10
Written: 02/15/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

In the connection between the physical and the spiritual, I have said that the two must be unified. They should be synonymous, but it is important here to know the danger. I have been living this danger. There is a knife edge, from which one may fall off easily when one pursues this truth. Recovering an appreciation for the physical, even for the beauty of the gift itself, leaves one open to the cravings of the physical. These cravings themselves are beautiful when ordered properly. But sin comes in a way that uses the cravings to create separation. This can be a separation between one and God, a man and his wife, or a man and his family. Clearly, this problem has sexual connotations, but it is not limited to sex.

If one vigorously pursues this transcendence that results in unity, one must also be on high alert. The enemy can use this righteous pursuit to destroy a man. Does this mean that a man should yield up the battle, ignore the physical, and live within the spiritual abstract? Absolutely not. Death takes many forms. I will have none of them.

March 25, 2010

Reconciling Simplicity with Depth in My Writing


Observations/Reflections: On Reconciling Simplicity with Depth in My Writing
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 03/25/10
Written: 03/18/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

It seems, in this continual battle to understand proper form that I err on the side of two extremes: by writing in the fashion that is too simple, or writing in a fashion that is too complex. The form of my simplicity or complexity varies depending on my experiment, but in general, I'm anguishing over the tension between clarity and depth. I think now, there may be a way to reconcile both. I'm able to write with some measure of depth, using certain types of tools for clarity in the margin, and within the text. I'm conducting a series of writing experiments to try and determine the best method, and the most effective way.

March 24, 2010

The Struggle of Expressing Pure Thought


Observations/Reflections: On The Struggle of Expressing Pure Thought
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 03/24/10
Written: 03/18/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I recently observed, yet again, the enormous struggle that I have in expressing pure thought within the limitations of language. At times, this battle threatens the very core of my well-being. Still, I find insight within the struggle itself. If I find it difficult to communicate my small thoughts, what must it be like for the infinite to break into the finite? As the years pass, it seems clear to me that the only way to express the mind of God was through the paradox of incarnation.

March 23, 2010

The Futility of Attempting Pure Expression


Observations/Reflections: On The Futility of Attempting Pure Expression
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 03/23/10
Written: 03/01/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I'm struggling, yet again, as I try to express concepts in linguistic form. As a child, I developed a language that allowed me to think more efficiently. It was based on a zero plus tri/binary system. At that time, there were no PCs and I did not understand what binary was except through theoretical wonderings. It occurred to me that counting did not have to repeat itself at the one zero combination, but I could use zero as the place holder, and one, and two, as the only numerators, or as the base integers. In this way, I was able to devise a set of symbols that represented the finest application of one and two lines. These symbols were then combined in order to provide an infinite counting system. I was able to match it to phonetic sound, and start creating words with a more logical flow of ideas.

As time passed, I realized that the language could be more effective if it could adapt the grammar or any user's existing syntax. The value of the language was found in its ability to provide clarity. Because lines were tied to numbers, which were tied to sounds, I had a language that could be expressed, geometrically, mathematically, or phonetically. I use this approach today, but I still find myself befuddled when I try to express an idea in its purest form.

I spent this morning in anguish trying to state something in theology that I cannot express. I pray for God to preserve my sanity.

March 18, 2010

The Connection between Physicality and Spirituality


Observations/Reflections: On The Connection between Physicality and Spirituality
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 03/18/10
Written: 02/15/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I'm writing again on the connection between the physicality and my theology. I cannot seem to escape reflection on this topic. The deeper I pursue my understanding of God, the more I appreciate the gift of the physical. My enemy is not my flesh, though in much of the church the term "flesh" has developed a (completely) negative connotation -- 'The Flesh' has become synonymous with the sin nature. But the two are not identical.

I am not the first theologian to recognize this point. Nevertheless, its truth impacts me in layers of profundity, and as it does so, I recognize how ungrateful I have been. We take for granted the inherent beauty of life. I do not want to hold back anymore. I want to enjoy, in purity, the living. I feel closer to God, as I sink deeper into the present-tense reality of my existence.

Reaching inward is reaching upward.

March 17, 2010

God and Self-existence


Observations/Reflections: On God and Self-existence
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 03/17/10
Written: 02/04/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

God is sometimes described as self-existent (If the via negativa is right, one can't even make this statement). However, I find the notion of self-existence to be so powerful that I can hardly fathom its implications. I suspect that the term 'self-existence' is related to the term 'ultimate'. God is ultimate; I am incipient. My existence is dependent on 'Other'.

I find myself unable to escape the mental conundrum that comes with contemplating my extreme dependencies. Traced to their final conclusion, I'm in a place of utter helplessness. I don't see how philosophy, with all of its vaunted claims, can escape this position. Because I am incipient, I'm limited. Because I'm limited, I cannot claim with authority anything, especially about the ultimate, or self-existent. In a state of utter hopelessness, I'm dependent on Aristotle's 'first mover' to move on my behalf.

March 15, 2010

Theology's Move Upward from Incipient to Ultimate


Observations/Reflections: Theology's Move Upward from Incipient to Ultimate
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 03/15/10
Written: 02/23/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Theology is a move upward from the incipient to the Ultimate. If it remains in a move upward, it will produce nothing of consequence. It is a move upward, which must attract a move downward from the Ultimate to the incipient. If the Ultimate responds to the inquiry, then theology might prove fruitful. But there is more...The move upward is first enabled by a move downward (by the Ultimate). In the end, it is a closed loop that begins and ends with the Ultimate. If the Ultimate does not move, then I am ultimately lost.

March 12, 2010

Existence as a Form of Projection


Observations/Reflections: On Existence as a Form of Projection
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 03/12/10
Written: 02/04/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

In some ways it seems that existence is a form of projection. I'm not certain if it is a projection from the static state, I'm not certain if there is a static state. To be is essentially a form of projection. Elsewhere I have written that life can be understood as 'entity acts within place'. This point is suggested by the structure of our subject/predicate language. This is characteristic of active and passive sentences. A passive sentence is still an expression of action. It is a form of projection. When I say "John is good", I am stating that the subject is, and that this 'is' (projection), occurs within 'place'.

March 11, 2010

Capturing Greater Efficiencies from My Teaching


Observations/Reflections: On Capturing Greater Efficiencies from My Teaching
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 03/11/10
Written: 02/04/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Could I combine my speaking with writing? Could I get content out of every speaking presentation in written form? In this way, I might be able to capture more long term impact from my teaching. I realize there is a great difference between the spoken word, and the written word. But I'm wondering if there is some kind of process that could be put in place, which converts one into the other.

March 10, 2010

The Reality of One's Own Existence


Observations/Reflections: On the Reality of One's Own Existence
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 03/10/10
Written: 02/15/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

At times one grasps more fully the reality of one's own existence. It is almost ironic that for this to occur, one must disengage from the present tense of pure existence. More often than not, this disengagement occurs because of some external interruption, a disturbing conversation, the death of a loved one, or a near fatal accident.

I want to be able to disengage at will, and not because of some unpredictable change in circumstance. I only want to disengage, so that I can engage more fully. For when I have pulled back, I can see. When I can see, I realize anew my transience. I'm trying to imbue the transient with the eternal. This can only happen by prioritizing the spiritual.

Sitting on a plane, today, I can see the churn of those other road warriors moving to and fro. Some of them are in the prime of their strength, while others are on the waning side. I realize that, like them, I'm just a candle flickering in the wind - and my wick is growing shorter. I cannot bear to be so finite.

March 9, 2010

Syntax Delineated Coding


Observations/Reflections: On Syntax Delineated Coating
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 03/09/10
Written: 02/04/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

In my ever present dissatisfaction with the way argument is set down on paper, I've been experimenting with coding the syntax of arguments in a superscript, symbolic form. This requires you to consider how each sentence fits into the argument. In this way, 100,000 words are ordered systematically in the most effective order. That is the theory. In practice, the exercise reveals yet again, the messiness of thinking.

It is so difficult to distinguish inference from observation. It is so difficult to delineate nested conclusions from reason. In the end, there is a pursuing of order that leads to absolute futility. I have spent thirty years trying to protect myself from the near insanity that comes with such pursuits. Still, I am soldiering on. If I can accept a working method, rather than a perfect method, I can still approximate an improvement. It reminds me of my earlier observation and the clause that I scroll across much of my work. All My Thinking Is Provisional (AMTIP).

March 8, 2010

Reflection as the Edge of Sanity


Observations/Reflections: On Reflection as the Edge of Sanity
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 03/08/10
Written: 02/23/2010
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

To adapt another's proverb, I must confess that in "making many observations there is much weariness". It is painful to think, but it's more painful not to think. If I can at first avoid reflection, I can escape the dilemmas which trouble me, but I can only escape them in the short-term. They come back with a vengeance, pounding me into submission. I cannot think, but I must. This may be the edge of sanity.

February 8, 2010

The Connection Between Honesty and Performance

Observations/Reflections: On the Connection Between Honesty and Performance
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 02/08/10
Written: 01/25/10
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

What is the relationship between honesty and excellence? As I reflect on the question, it seems to me that the periodic surges in performance capacity that are characteristic of the long term pursuit of excellence are preceded by a series of painful experiences. These experiences often yield a bitter-sweet revelation - a kind of "forced" realization.

I see now, for the first time, how these experiences motivate a new depth of honesty. And I wonder if a vigorous pursuit of self-honesty, now, could enable me to achieve a dramatic surge - It might be possible with this level of intense honesty to forgo many of the painful experiences so often necessary to performance gains.

It comes down to a choice between internal pain and external pain. If I can bear the extreme internal pain of self-honesty, I might be able to avoid some of the (nearly) unbearable external pain of life. The former choice seems best, but it requires the suffering NOW, while the latter choice defers the (greater) suffering till later.

I'm in danger of choosing momentary relief.

February 6, 2010

How Structure Can Impose Confusion

Observations/Reflections: On How Structure Can Impose Confusion
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 02/06/10
Written: 01/26/10
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

As I seek to try and build a beautiful organization, I realize that structure is closely associated with one's concept of beauty. Structure is foundational to design. I find it difficult, however, to devise the ultimate structure for my multifarious operation.

Every form seems flawed. I've learned to survive with ambiguity, and the tradeoffs associated with business, but I suspect that there is a different kind of problem at work here. Overt structure can distract from seeing the natural structure associated with wholeness, health, and beauty. This requires one to think more of business as organism rather than organization.

If the human body were "organized", we would all be dysfunctional, if not dead.

January 28, 2010

The Pursuit of Goals

Observations/Reflections: On the Pursuit of Goals
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 01/28/10
Written: 01/18/10
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

One must be careful not to spend their life solely in pursuit. Achievers are wired to pursue. We pursue knowledge, success, holiness, and so on. The feeling that we are drawing close to that which we pursue is a kind of narcotic that keeps us moving. But the urge to pursue can blind us to the value of the present tense.

Life must be lived in the present, and pursuing a goal must somehow be experienced in the present. If one's attention is only on that which one is pursuing, then one's attention cannot be on the experience of the pursuing. The full of impact of living, is thus drained away from our present tense experience. I do not want to live to pursue, I want to pursue to live.

January 25, 2010

Perceiving a Change in One's Destiny

Observations/Reflections: On Perceiving a Change in One's Destiny
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 01/25/10
Written: 01/18/10
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

In science fiction, whole stories have been based upon the notion of altering the future by changing its past. And while I cannot add to such speculation, I do know that there are times when my future seems to change. This requires explanation...

In essence, my present behavior sometimes forebodes a particular future which feels almost certain. This behavior, or rather this chain of behaviors, continually points towards a kind of "virtually inevitable outcome". One gets used to living with, even straining towards such expectations.

But I have seen how a change in my present behavior, can seem to produce another all-together different "inevitable outcome". The key word is "feels". The feeling changes (even if the future doesn't). When the feeling changes I discover anew the difference between faith and confidence.

In these moments, I must allow my faith to triumph over my confidence.

January 20, 2010

The Shape of My University Project in London and Cambridge

Observations/Reflections: On the Shape of My University Project in London and Cambridge
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 01/20/10
Written: 07/12/08
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I have just finished reading Treier on theological interpretation of Scripture. It is a useful summary of the topic. Somehow, I wonder now that it might be that MECLABS could be considered a theological experiment.

I have often thought of it as an experiment, as an experiment in Transformative Business.
Nevertheless, I am having difficulties reconciling this master experiment with the internal experiments conducted in the interest of developing the new science: offer response optimization.

Perhaps I could describe it as a theological laboratory. There is a difference between an experiment and a laboratory. In a sense MECLABS has become a theological laboratory for working out many different theses. Could I write of it in this way?

January 11, 2010

Achieving Maximum Impact with My Communication Skills

Observations/Reflections: On Achieving Maximum Impact with My Communication Skills
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Date: 12/21/2009
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Over time, I've realized that I can leverage my communication gifts either directly or indirectly. If I leverage them directly, I am developing a value proposition, and core products around this capacity. If I leverage them indirectly, I am using them to manage and lead, regardless of the value proposition or product mix.

Most recently, I determined that I should do the former while taking advantage of the latter. I need to use my communication skills to lead, and I need to keep them central to my value proposition and core offerings. This enables me to infuse value "end to end". This insight is decisive. It will determine my direction for the next decade.

January 8, 2010

Applying the Concept of Life as Worship to the Ordinary

Observations/Reflections: On Applying the Concept of Life as Worship to the Ordinary
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Date: 09/16/08
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

It's not enough to foster abstract reasoning regarding the role of worship and life. One must continue to ask this: how does one work itself out in the present tense? For instance, how can one apply this to the ordinary activity of walking? The question may at first seem perplexing, but is it possible in some way to achieve worship, even with basic movements? I suspect that it is.

December 18, 2009

Urgency and the Growing Organization

Observations/Reflections: On Urgency and the Growing Organization
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Date: 11/22/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Over the years, I have avoided developing a frantic work environment. I have found that frantic activity produces stress and errors -- so much so, that the increase in work produces only limited results.

Nevertheless, I have grown to recognize that in the attempt to avoid frantic activity one must not lose a sense of urgency. It is easy to underestimate the impact of time on the quality of results.

This is the resolution: one must learn to cultivate a sense of urgency throughout the organization while avoiding a sense of panic. Frantic activity is wasteful; urgent activity is powerful.

December 15, 2009

Communicating with Entrepreneurs

Observations/Reflections: Communicating with Entrepreneurs
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Date: 01/06/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Communicating to entrepreneurs is different than communicating with academics. This is a point that doesn't need much elucidation. Still, it is important to understand a critical distinction:

The entrepreneur operates from a set of common sense assertions. These warrants only receive a cursorily examination and then the entrepreneur proceeds to action. His willingness to do this is based upon at least two factors:

  1. He is, by nature, a risk taker and he will risk the truth of his assumptions, believing that the probabilities are high, and that he would lose too much of his time in a prolonged attempt to validate.
  2. His bias for action is a gift, and it is within his nature to exercise that gift.

If one is to communicate successfully to an entrepreneur, then one must be careful not to spend too much time on those warrants that he has asserted. The entrepreneur will quickly lose interest, as his mind is focused on immediate execution rather than contemplation.

December 9, 2009

Perseverance in the Development of a Categorical Shift in Business Operations

Observations/Reflections: On Perseverance in the Development of a Categorical Shift in Business Operations
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Written: 10/21/09
Published: 12/09/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

It is interesting for me to note that John Whitehead of Goldman Sachs persevered for years in implementing his new model in the institution. In the words of Charles D. Ellis, "It would take ten years and several false starts before Whitehead's innovation worked out."

Despite these difficulties, Whitehead's model propelled Goldman Sachs to first place and was eventually copied by all of the major firms. My own organization can learn from this example.

December 5, 2009

The Danger of Delusion within the Pseudo-Safety of Routine

Observations/Reflections: On the Danger of Delusion within the Pseudo-Safety of Routine
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Written: 10/23/09
Published: 12/05/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

In order to codify a certain set of actions, in order to achieve a certain result, one may develop a routine. At first this routine is a discipline that ensures that result. But then later, the routine may actually substitute as an illusion for the result.

For example, the manager may set up a series of meetings in order to make certain that he is spending regular, fruitful time with his direct reports. In the beginning, this discipline helps achieve a consistent result.

But later, these meetings become stilted...artificial. They give the manager a false sense of security. He feels like he is truly spending quality time with his direct reports, when in fact, he is tiring his direct reports with what seems like a necessary drudgery.

Somehow the routine itself has obscured the problem.

One must be careful, then, of the false sense of security fostered by routine. I am not against routines; I value them. Nevertheless, I must look beneath the routine and make certain that the original intention is being preserved.

November 29, 2009

Seeking Equilibrium with Sin

Observations/Reflections: On Seeking Equilibrium with Sin
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Written:10/25/09
Published: 11/29/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

One must be careful about seeking a form of equilibrium with sin. If a person is devoted to Christ, then they acknowledge that sin has no comfortable place in their life.

Still, we often struggle with particular sins that seem most difficult for us to eradicate. In time, the continual cycle of sin and repentance wears us down.

While the repentance may seem genuine, we establish a kind of equilibrium with this sin. The equilibrium creates a false sense of comfort and thus we tolerate the presence of evil. This is a grave danger. There is no compromise with sin that does not lead to death.

November 24, 2009

The Propensity for Crises to Interrupt the Ordinary

Observations/Reflections: On the Propensity for Crises to Interrupt the Ordinary
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 11/24/09
Written: 10/10/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Crises are by definition aberrations. They are an offense to normalcy. As one studies various personal and or corporate catastrophes, it becomes apparent that they strike in the midst of the ordinary.

For me this brings a kind of fear mixed with awe. On any given day, one can wake up and begin the routine, never knowing, never sensing the impending assault.

How then should I live? Should I steel myself with a kind of deliberate oblivion or should I remain ready - always on the alert. Sometimes knowing, even if it is only that you do not know, is too much.

November 22, 2009

Management as Reflected in the Administration of the Biblical King David

Observations/Reflections: On Management as Reflected in the Administration of the Biblical King David
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 11/22/09
Written: November 2009
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

There are lessons to be learned from David's management of Israel. One might immediately disqualify him as a standard, as a model, because he was a king and thus carried a kind of supreme authority not invested in the typical manager. But the story of the Shepherd King reflects many of the challenges faced by today's manager.

As I have taught elsewhere, management is shaping an effort towards an objective. I believe it is accomplished through people. It is done by a person with other people who form an organizational person - an entity. Thus you shape efforts by shaping people. And this is precisely how David worked.

The Biblical account demonstrates the process in detail. Essentially David attracted and managed people in an effort to accomplish an objective. The attraction process can be traced all the way back to the beginning, when he drew more than four hundred men to his cause, and later as he won the hearts of the entire nation.

The management process can be seen throughout the account of his reign. We might at least note that David carefully developed an organization (with an actual org chart). He managed trade-offs (consider the story of Joab). He incentivized and motivated his team (the taking of Jerusalem). He focused them on strategy and execution (the fortification of the territories), and so on...

The main point is this: the Scholar/Leader may distill practical, present-tense insights from this ancient narrative without jeopardizing their intellectual integrity.

November 10, 2009

Caution when Using Biblical Narrative to Contemplate the Principles of Management

Observations/Reflections: On Caution when Using Biblical Narrative to Contemplate the Principles of Management
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 11/10/09
Written: 08/03/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I have written an earlier observation about lessons that can be learned from the administrations of King David and King Solomon. While such accounts are useful, one must be careful not to approach them in the wrong way. There is a danger of spiritualizing the text. There is a danger of ascribing too much importance to the individual detail of the text.

I am not advocating a medieval, scholastic method. However, I think these stories offer important principles. There are larger implications that can be drawn from these texts. Such implications can be used responsibly by the theologian/manager.

One must be careful not to teach one's position through the use of Scripture. It's important to understand how to extract relevant, authentic insights from Scripture. If we cannot do so, we cannot integrate Scripture into our daily lives. On the other hand, if we read into Scripture our own convictions, or we turn Biblical passages into complex, artificial constructs, we set ourselves up for delusion.

November 4, 2009

Existing Within the Basic

Observations/Reflections: On Existing Within the Basic
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 11/04/09
Written: October 2009
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

There is a way for an individual to revert to the most basic of functions. For one who is used to complicated, abstract thinking, this is a shocking turn.

I think there is something to be said for moving within the basic for some season. It permits experience without assessment.

October 29, 2009

Key Principles Regarding the Confusion Element of the Value Exchange Fulcrum

Observations/Reflections: On Key Principles Regarding the Confusion Element of the Value Exchange Fulcrum
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/29/09
Wirrten: 07/21/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

When we teach in the third section of the Landing Page Optimization Clinic, we need to convey certain key principles:

  1. To guide the sequence of thought in the conversion process, you must start where the person is and take them where you want them to be.
  2. You cannot start them where you are and expect them to follow you to where you want them to be.

This requires you to get inside of the mind and understand the principle thought that motivated the first action. This first action may be just the typing in of a search term. The hermeneutical key is produced from that search term; it indicates what they are anticipating next.

Essentially, this sequence of thoughts is connected with a special transition, like a chain. The key is to build momentum as they move towards an inevitable conclusion. At each point of transition there is a moment of orientation. You must use that moment to drive them towards the next step.

For example, if they come from a search ad to your landing page, you must help them to:

  1. Identify where they are at.
  2. Help them understand what they can do next.
  3. Why they should do it.

When you think of what they should do next, it needs to be in terms of the very next step and it needs to be in terms of the site itself. So there is a major and a minor answer.

The enemy to forward momentum is confusion. It is important to discern those elements which contribute to this mitigating factor:

  1. Distorted eyepath.
  2. Complicated directions.
  3. Conflicting objectives.

October 25, 2009

Achieving Discipline from the Whole

Observations/Reflections: On Achieving Discipline from the Whole
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/25/09
Written: 10/13/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Many of us struggle with self discipline and these struggles are characterized by attempts to achieve consistency in a number of different areas. We try to achieve discipline in our eating habits. We try to achieve discipline in our prayer life or discipline in our studies. Most of the time, discipline is approached in piecemeal fashion. We are trying to achieve this virtue with a specific focus. I have noticed that there is a more fundamental and perhaps effective approach. When we have our spiritual compasses set, there is a kind of integrity at the core. From this place, self-discipline may emanate. We are too focused on peripherals instead of the center. Get the center right and it is easier to align the peripherals.

October 12, 2009

Christ as Object

Observations/Reflections: On Christ as Object
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/12/09
Written: 08/11/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

There is a pattern throughout scripture that intrigues me. Christ is often presented as more than an entity. In my philosophical grid, I have noticed a system wherein existence can be expressed as entity acting within place or context. This grid which I developed as a child has helped me to sort out the categories of being. What fascinates me is that Christ is portrayed as more than an entity.

He is often portrayed as the axiom or even as place or space. Sometimes he's portrayed as condition. Christ is called our peace in Ephesians 2. He is not represented as means of our peace. He is called our peace. In John 6 he is called truth, way, and life. This personification of Yeshua as trans-category has rich theological implications.

October 7, 2009

Maximizing the Productivity of My Thinking Time

Observations/Reflections: On Maximizing the Productivity of My Thinking Time
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/07/09
Written: 08/08/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Yet again I am writing on productivity. I realize that I am still only capturing a fraction of my core thoughts. I think in most cases most thought leaders have codified their primary thinking in several key works. Sometimes these are masterpieces. But because of technical limitation, at least in part, these rigorous thinkers have not been able to fully harness their potential. They have set down other thoughts in their journals. In some cases the value of their journals have superseded the value of their written works. At this time in history, with such remarkable technology at our disposal, we should be capturing and producing more than we have in the past.

Of course there is a danger that this kind of capacity can contribute to a degradation in quality. But if ones motivation is pure, it is still right to produce "more." Out of the "more" the "better and best" may be extracted.

October 1, 2009

My Multiplicity of Research Interests

Observations/Reflections: On My Multiplicity of Research Interests
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 10/01/09
Written: 02/02/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

As I have written earlier, I hold a high value for the concept of focus. I believe that concentrating ones energies is essential. Nevertheless, I have discovered that there is a need to balance this concept.

One may enrich their primary interests by studying certain other fields. With this regard, I find that there is a theme that connects each of my interests. This theme is related to the concept of worship-the glory of God (ad Dei gloriam). This theme drives and connects all of my research interests. I have discovered how each of these pursuits can, in themselves, become acts of worship.

September 25, 2009

The Quest for Wholeness

Observations/Reflections: On the Quest for Wholeness
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 09/25/09
Written: 08/03/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I think the internal quest to be fully human is a quest for wholeness. Our divided selves reflect our distance from the ideal. As we pursue full integration; an undivided heart, we are in fact moving towards the actualization of our person. This pursuit inevitably integrates all of the pathos within an individual. Such an integration artfully encompasses symmetry.

September 21, 2009

Bringing More Intentionality into Our Purpose of Glorifying God

Observations/Reflections: On Bringing More Intentionality into Our Purpose of Glorifying God
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 09/21/09
Written: 07/09/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

If glorifying God is a way to express the prime of justice of humanity, then it seems there should be more written work on actualizing that pain. In the 20th century there was much focus on evangelism, and authentic evangelism is a means to glorifying God. But it is not the only means; people plan their entire lives around "soul winning."

An entire generation of evangelicals focuses their efforts on the great commission lifestyle. I am not suggesting that this itself is wrong. But clearly it can be pursued for the wrong reason. It can obscure the deeper purposes.

If one aims at gloryfying God then one must think about how to do so in layers of existence:

  • It can be done by presencing his image.
  • It can be done by drawing others in to presence his image (evangelism).
  • It can be done in creating works that presence his image.
  • It may also be actualized with other expressions rather than this notion of "presencing."

We need to engage in deeper thinking on this question.

August 24, 2009

The Leaders Responsibility to Impart Value

Observations/Reflections: On the Leaders Responsibility to Impart Value
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 08/24/09
Written: 06/10/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

In other writings, I have suggested that the leader has two primary responsibilities: One is to determine direction and the other is to shape efforts toward that direction. But the more I contemplate the matter, the more I realize that some leaders must do more. In some cases the leader has a role of imparting certain elements into the lifeblood of the organization. There may be more than the two I am going to mention now, but I think these are of upmost importance:

  1. The leader needs to impart life values into the organization. This is what infuses the organization with soul (seen in its culture).
  2. The leader must impart core value into the organization. This is what infuses the organization with edge (seen in its value prop).

In many cases the leader has a particular gift or ability that helps the organization achieve distinction within a competitive marketplace. Often the value proposition of an organization originates with the leader (especially in the case of the founder/leader).

There is a unique symbiosis between the organization and the leader.

I need to be more cognizant of my role in imparting these elements.

August 18, 2009

Genesis 1:28

Observations/Reflections: Genesis 1:28
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 08/18/09
Written: June 2009
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

The phrase "be fruitful and multiply" in Genesis 1:28 is often seen as a Great Commission verse. I believe this is a proper interpretation in as far as it goes, but I also believe that this interpretation unduly restricts the full power of this verse. Within this phrase lies the force of the entire human mission. It is the key to understanding how you reflect the glory of God.

For some time I have been reflecting on G1. The more I reflect, the more I realize the sheer significance of physicality in the plan of creation. The manifestation of God's creative force in creating spirit is as legitimate as in creating flesh. In other words, the act of giving life to spirit is no less than the act of giving life to flesh.

This is also true as it relates to inanimate objects. It is important to note this point, so that one may consider the sheer emphasis of creation in G1. The emphasis is on the material, the physical.

When you combine these last two points, you are able to note that there is a significant theological expression in G1. I am still grappling with its implications. Nevertheless, I find it leads to a fresh understanding of God's intent for mankind.

August 7, 2009

The Internal Source of My Observations

Observations/Reflections: On the Internal Source of My Observations
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 08/07/09
Written: 02/02/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

As I reflect on the process of which my observations are developed, certain points become clear. First of all, some observations are stimulated by an external circumstance. Something I receive with the five senses generates a line of thought or a series of thoughts, which eventually become an observation.

These happen throughout the day but despite the prolific amount of observations in my database, I am still not able to report many of these and I wonder what I could achieve if I could capture at least most of them.

There is another source of observations. This occurs when I deliberately set down a moment to reflect or write. I find that the intention, even though arbitary, stimulates fascinating thought.

In consideration of these two sources, I might want to make changes in my system. In either case, I am not certain that my observations will help anyone. They are a help to me, as I am able to search them and use them for my future writing.

Because many of them are dictated, they do not represent quality prose. This point disturbs me, but if I lay down my ego, then I am able to get past it. In the end, the observations are a way for me to have a mental snapshot of an important thought that I may want to reference later. I am grateful for the technology that makes it possible.

August 6, 2009

The Works of John Donne

Observations/Reflections: On the Works of John Donne
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 08/06/09 Written: 12/15/08
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I am moved by the works of John Donne. There is a profound depth in his works, and he ministers to my soul.

    "Batter my heart, three person'd God; for, you"
    BATTER my heart, three person'd God; for, you
    As yet but knocke, breathe, shine, and seeke to mend;
    That I may rise, and stand, o'erthrow mee,'and bend
    Your force, to breake, blowe, burn and make me new.
    I, like an usurpt towne, to'another due,
    Labour to'admit you, but Oh, to no end,
    Reason your viceroy in mee, mee should defend,
    But is captiv'd, and proves weake or untrue.
    Yet dearely'I love you,'and would be loved faine,
    But am betroth'd unto your enemie:
    Divorce mee,'untie, or breake that knot againe;
    Except you'enthrall mee, never shall be free,
    Nor ever chast, except you ravish mee.

"Each man's death diminishes me, for I am involved in mankind. Therefore, send not to know for whom the bell tolls, it tolls for thee." – John Donne

Several metaphysical poets, especially John Donne, were influenced by NeoPlatonism. One of the primary Platonic concepts found in metaphysical poetry is the idea that the perfection of beauty in the beloved acted as a remembrance of perfect beauty in the eternal realm. – Wiki

http://www.luminarium.org/sevenlit/donne/donnebib.htm (Online Works)

July 30, 2009

A Thought-Experiment Regarding Revival

Observations/Reflections: On a Thought-Experiment Regarding Revival
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 07/30/09 Written: 04/21/07
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

The formula for revival I have used thus far is: rv = cdr2
It might better be restated as this: rv = cd(r2)
We need a clear way to illustrate that "r" squares the entire formula.

Rv itself may be substituted as ke, changing the formula to ke = cdr2
Wherein "ke = kingdom expansion" as opposed to "rv = revival"

On a molecular level, the level we should always begin on, one must imagine transformation of an individual. This may be described as discipleship.

On a complex level, one must imagine transformation of a collective. This may be described as ecclesiology. I wonder, then, if ecclesiology may be simplified as the collective work of discipleship. This disciple embodies Christ. Church is the body of Christ. (Just thinking about these points recalls the angst in my earlier observation about the central website. I need some way to tie all of these thoughts together.)

At this juncture in my observation, I find it difficult to determine the right course. Should I focus on the molecular level, or should I move to the more complex level? Rather than stall in the midst of inner argument or rational conundrums, I prefer to make an arbitrary choice. On the basis of attraction (a persuasive if not always reasonable motivator), I shall address the complex level.

So then, back to the thought-experiment proper.

Imagine an organization composed of like-minded leaders from the 3rd element. They are pooling their resources. Three of which may be identified for the present: The first is leadership. The second is capital. The third is technology. (In actuality, I need to verify or validate the thesis that these three are preeminent in the third element. Further, I need to clarify that my reference to the third element is rooted in Newtonian theory as opposed to military theory.)

Regarding leadership: they provide strategic board involvement and mentoring. Regarding capital: they provide charitable contributions and investment. Regarding technology: they provide state-of-the-art support.

This force is applied with great focus. The council would need to develop a criterion by which they concentrate their resources on those opportunities which contribute to the highest kingdom yield.

On a personal level (the molecular), they would be seeking to reproduce the life of Christ.

July 29, 2009

Theological Method and Theoretical Physics

Observations/Reflections: On Theological Method and Theoretical Physics
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 07/29/09
Written: 05/04/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

As time passes it grows clear for me how I should pursue my theological reflection. While some scholars focus on historical and linguistic exegesis, I prefer to approach the text differently (though preliminary exegesis is often necessary). Indeed, I make the most progress by simply identifying what is plain within the text and then contemplating its patterns and their fuller implications. This can lead to fresh (sometimes revolutionary) personal understanding. This approach reminds me of theoretical physics, or of Einstein's thought experiments.

This method is not something I determined, but rather something I have developed over a period of years. I am not saying it is the best way, but I like tentatively beginning with a simple meaning, then, I love the unfettered, soul-soaring experience of reflecting on this meaning using limitless operators such as these: "either or," "if then," or "what if." I do not engage this method in order to develop absolute positions, but rather to lose myself in pure worship.

July 28, 2009

Genesis 1

Observations/Reflections: On Genesis 1
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 07/28/09
Written: 11/09/06
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

As I meditate on Genesis Chapter 1, it appears as though I don't really need many more management books than this one. I see, immediately, some insights. But I sense much more – a depth of insights yet to be plummeted. Here are some examples:

  1. I am not the first to notice it, but it still feels original. This is because it is speaking to me where I am at in my own journey. The enormous emphasis on the fact that God saw the creation was good needs to be considered. The phraseology is very clear in the Hebrew. Can I interpret this phrase as indicating that God enjoyed the creation? At the very least, I can note that He was engaged in three activities: He built, He reviewed, and perhaps, He enjoyed. I wonder how much of our attitude towards business is culturally tainted. Business or not, I think we should be more grateful for the opportunity to create, to review, and to enjoy.
  2. In the first two days of creation (verses 1 through 9), God let things "be" (come). But on the third day He commanded the creation to produce. There is a sense here where the resources are created to somehow support the living. There is a categorical difference between how God speaks of and speaks to these elements. The former is charged to "be"; the latter is charged to produce. The nature of this production is also delineated. The former is told to teem, to fill, to increase, to multiply, and to be fruitful. In this phraseology I sense a charge to do more than duplicate, but rather to duplicate in spades. Moreover, the text stresses the phraseology according to their various kinds. From these two insights, we might say that there are at least two aspects to this production: likeness and abundance.
  3. One could spend the rest of his life speaking of significance here in verse 27, God created man in His own icon/image. The implications are overwhelming. One cannot accuse the Christian God of being anthropomorphic, but rather the Christian man as being "theomorphic". More should be said, but this will be tasked for other observations.
  4. In verse 29, there is a clear "handoff". One cannot deny the implications for stewardship, and for Kingdom theology in verses 28 through 31. Again, we have the injunction to be fruitful and increase, to fill the earth, but to the sixth element, man, there is an additional injunction: to subdue the rest. I think we could move past the Aristotelian-based classification systems. There are distinct categorical differences in the creation to be found in this first chapter. These categorical differences may be detected by paying close attention to the language of Elohim.

These few insights are offered only as an experiment. I was wondering if I could read twelve to fifteen chapters at a time, but I find it so difficult to breeze past truths. I could spend the rest of the year on Genesis 1. I need to strike a balance between the macro and the micro.

July 27, 2009

The Physical Expression of God's Glory

Observations/Reflections: On the Physical Expression of God's Glory
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 07/27/09
Written: 05/04/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

In keeping with my recent reflections upon Genesis 1, I continue to see the importance of the physical expression of God's glory.

In some way, my deepening understanding of this point makes my work in the theology of entrepreneurship only incidental.

The entrepreneur is engaging in the physical expression of God's glory.

July 20, 2009

Teaching as a Driver of Philosophical/Theological Breakthroughs

Observations/Reflections: On Teaching as a Driver of Philosophical/Theological Breakthroughs
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 07/20/09
Written: 02/09/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Some of the greatest of philosophical/theological breakthroughs occurred in the service of teaching. Consider the Puritans, whose pastoral orientation influenced their theological works, and Kahane, whose pedagogical motives inspired his formal work. Teaching, while seeming to take time from research is often the impetus for breakthrough.

July 8, 2009

The Incarnation Model and the Scriptures

Observations/Reflections: On the Incarnation Model and the Scriptures
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 07/08/09
Written: 05/17/07
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

If we assume that the Incarnation model and the scriptures are reliable, then we must assume that despite the many challenges there is a form of communication that is sufficient for expressing the inexpressible. The incarnation affords me a measure of peace. From the incarnation, I can conclude that there is a way forward.

July 6, 2009

Knowing Little

Observations/Reflections: On Knowing Little
Status: Transcribed and Reviewed
Published: 07/06/09
Written: 07/12/05
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

When I walk through the halls of the great libraries, I am impressed with how little I know. Part of me strains to be able to know more, to be able to claim I know more. When this striving reached his apex, I can only find relief by admitting to myself that I know very little.

There are two ways about thinking about knowing very little. When I claim to know very little I can do so relative to the amount of knowledge that is to be known, or relative to the knowledge by other men. Sadly, I know that I know very little in comparison with other men.

July 2, 2009

Improving the Conversion Sequence

Observations/Reflections: On Improving the Conversion Sequence
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 07/02/09
Written: May 2009
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

The conversion sequence is actually a function of understanding the offer. We are not optimizing the product, we are optimizing the offer. As such, we are focused on two aspects: the content and the presentation.

It may be possible to devise a heuristic wherein the optimization of the content is essentially an explanation of value proposition; and then the optimization of the presentation is mitigating against three negative factors: Confusion, aggravation and anxiety.

I have a feeling that we are close to developing something far more potent than our already successful approach.

June 29, 2009

Affirming Truths that I Have Learnt from My Study of the Puritans

Observations/Reflections: On Affirming Truths that I Have Learnt from My Study of the Puritans
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 06/29/09
Written: 02/14/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

In my recent study of the Puritan pastors and their theology, I have noted a number of truths that resonate with my own practice. Some have spurred me to intensify what I am doing, some have encouraged me to do something new, but most have simply affirmed my direction.

I will list some of these randomly from memory, later I may go back and make a more exhaustive list.

  1. The Puritans emphasized the Glory of God.
  2. The Puritan leaders were pastors and thus pastoral in their approach to theology.
  3. The Puritans viewed this life as a journey, and Christians as pilgrims in an alien land.
  4. The Puritans stressed expository analysis, followed by intense applicatory preaching.
  5. The Puritans accepted the fact that their movement had been distorted by their popular enemies.
  6. The Puritans viewed salvation as both event and process.
  7. The Puritans viewed the heart of a man as a court (this requires explanation and I will give that explanation later).
  8. The Puritans saw the whole of life as sacred.

June 24, 2009

Gerard Manley Hopkins and His Narrative Prose

Observations/Reflections: On Gerard Manley Hopkins and His Narrative Prose
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 06/24/09
Written: 04/27/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I have been studying Hopkins in depth. As I reflect on the way he uses meter and sound, it occurs to me, yet again, that my endless project to enfold narrative with poetic rhythms and structures is still possible.

There is a way to bring rhythm and rhyme to this structure of prose. It must be subtle enough to avoid surface detection, but powerful enough to evoke the sublayers of pathos.

Hopkins' experimentation with sound and meter encourages me.

June 21, 2009

The Conjunction of Vectors

Observations/Reflections: On the Conjunction of Vectors
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 06/21/09
Written: June 2009
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

If we think of basic quantities like N1, N2, N3 as representing or delineating a line element or vector, rather than a hyperplane or vection, we can begin to trace out how Grassmann's algebra helps us to envision the idea of the plane element.

April 29, 2009

The Difference between Specialized Knowledge and High Intelligence

Observations/Reflections: The Difference Between Specialized Knowledge and High Intelligence
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 04/29/09
Written: 02/02/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

One must be careful not to confuse specialized knowledge with high intelligence. It's easy to be impressed with a dense document, detailed with specialized language and concepts (particularly if they are mathematical). One might read this document and assume that the writer is highly intelligent but this is not always the case. There is a substantial difference between one with specialized knowledge and one with high intelligence. There is an ever greater difference between one with specialized knowledge and one with creative intelligence. One must learn to detect the distinctions.

April 24, 2009

Beauty

Observations/Reflections: Observation on Beauty
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 04/24/09
Written: 03/10/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

If beauty is related to proportion as Aquinas and others would say, then it necessarily involves priority. For proportion is only possible through priority of dimensions.

If we then take the concept of priority, and relate it to the notion that beauty is a whole, we must recognize that there are internal aspects of beauty which may take priority over external aspects. These simple propositions reconcile much of the tension between the internal and external beauty of form. For instance, they may reconcile - to some extent - an Edwardian version of beauty with a Catholic version of beauty (Aquinas' perspective).

April 22, 2009

Jonathan Edwards and the Concept of Beauty

Observations/Reflections: On Jonathan Edwards and the Concept of Beauty
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 04/22/09
Written: 12/15/2008
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Edwards, I think, tapped into this concept of beauty that is driving my theology of delight:

    The first instance that I remember of that sort of inward, sweet delight in God and divine things that I have lived much in since, was on reading those words, I Tim. i.17. Now unto the King eternal, immortal, invisible, the only wise God, be honour and glory for ever and ever. Amen. As I read the words, a sense of the glory of the Divine Being seemed to diffuse my soul; a new sense, quite different from any thing I ever experienced before. Never any words of scripture seemed to me as these words did.

I was reminded of Gerard Manly Hopkins' poem, "The Windhover," where he sees in a bird's flight, the ecstasy of divine creation:

    I CAUGHT this morning morning's minion, king-
      dom of daylight's dauphin, dapple-dawn-drawn Falcon, in his riding
      Of the rolling level underneath him steady air, and striding
    High there, how he rung upon the rein of a wimpling wing
    In his ecstasy!

Hopkin's stanza echoes Edward's emotions:

    I thought with myself, how excellent a Being that was, and how happy I should be, if I might enjoy that God, and be rapt up to him in heaven, and be as it were swallowed up in him forever! I kept saying, and as it were singing, over these words of scripture to myself; and went to pray to God that I might enjoy him; and prayed in a manner quite different from what I used to do, with a new sort of affection. But it never came into my thought, that there was any thing spiritual, or of a saving nature in this.
    From about that time I began to have a new kind of apprehension and ideas of Christ, and the work of redemption, and the glorious way of salvation by him. An inward, sweet sense of these things, at times, came into my heart; and my soul was led away in pleasant views and contemplations of them. And my mind was greatly engaged to spend my time in reading and meditating on Christ, on the beauty and excellency of his person, and the lovely way of salvation by free grace in him. I found no books so delightful to me, as those that treated of these subjects. Those words Cant. ii.1, used to be abundantly with me, I am the Rose of Sharon, and the lily of the valleys. The words seemed to me sweetly to represent the loveliness and beauty of Jesus Christ. The whole book of Canticles used to be pleasant to me, and I used to be much in reading it, about that time; and found, from time to time, an inward sweetness, that would carry me away, in my contemplations. This I know not how to express otherwise, than by a calm, sweet abstraction of soul from all the concerns of this world; and sometimes a kind of vision, not of fixed ideas and imaginations, but of being alone in the mountains, or some solitary wilderness, far from all mankind, sweetly conversing with Christ, and wrapped and swallowed up in God. The sense I had of divine things, would often of a sudden kindle up, as it were, a sweet burning in my heart, an ardor of soul, that I know not how to express. -- Works, 1.xiii.

March 18, 2009

Abiding in Christ

Observations/Reflections: Abiding in Christ
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 03/18/09
Written: 12/18/08
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I sense there is a way to achieve a more profound serenity. This serenity requires a deeper understanding of the meaning, "To abide in Christ." In my own experience, I have discovered a pervasive peace. Still I think this serenity is fuller, richer.

There is a danger; however, in that one must distinguish the difference between serenity and passivity.

A certain level of anxiety can stimulate an important proactive response. If one eliminates that internal tension, then one faces the danger of complacency, encouraging delayed, and therefore dangerous, action.

Pain has its critical place. It stimulates the survival response. If I touch the hot stove, pain protects me from extensive burns. So one must know how to embrace pain and yet maintain serenity.

March 16, 2009

Deep Connections to My Church's Past

Observations/Reflections: On Deep Connections to My Church's Past
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 03/16/09
Written: 01/09/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

As I work back through the various streams of Church History, it's fascinating to discover the deep connections between my present and the church's past. I am experiencing a deeper awareness of my puritan roots. And yet, I find a close connection to the Desert Fathers.

There are aspects of Eastern Orthodox theology that connect deeply with the longings of my soul. Bonaventure, the Catholic saint, with his deep appreciation for the diffusion of love throughout creation, can bring me to tears. The Collations have stirred me as the Philokalia.

This evening, it has been John Garry, a puritan reflecting on puritans, who has touched me deeply. It does seem that, despite my connection to these various streams, I have a special relationship with my puritan brothers.

March 6, 2009

Coping with Uncertainty

Observations/Reflections: On Coping with Uncertainty
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 03/06/09
Written: 02/08/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

    What Shall It Profit?
    By William Dean Howells
    If I lay waste and wither up with doubt
    The blessed fields of heaven where once my faith
    Possessed itself serenely safe from death;
    If I deny the things past finding out;
    Or if I orphan my own soul of One
    That seemed a Father, and make void the place
    Within me where He dwelt in power and grace,
    What do I gain by that I have undone?

Howells poem reminds me of my own journey...

When I was a child, in a moment of personal crisis, I etched out these words: "Everything is uncertain." Then I crossed out the word "is." Then I crossed out the word "everything." Then I laid down my pen and wept. In time, it occurred to me that the notion of "everything" and of "is" represented some form of being and of doing (subject/predicate). From there, I concluded that I am "being" and that my effort to ascertain is "doing". Eventually, I restored all three words of my simple sentence, and in a way, I have never moved past them. It is true I have embraced a life of faith, but not from the victory over uncertainty, but rather because of it.

February 23, 2009

Using N.T. Wright's Theological Approach to Help Define Offer Response Optimization

Observations/Reflections: On Using N.T. Wright's Theological Approach to Help Define Offer Response Optimization
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 02/23/09
Written: 08/11/08
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Could I apply Tom Wright's approach to theology as story, his perspective on Worldview, and use it to define my approach to Offer Response Optimization (O/R=Oz)? I think there is significant possibility with this concept. I could view the cognitive science approach as story within story. I could then use the story to create heuristics.

How would this effect my outline for the O/R=Oz book?

Current approaches...

  1. Usability with Literature Review
  2. History
  3. Summary of Approaches
  4. Weakness
  5. The Proposal for a New Approach
    1. A Theological Perspective
  6. The Approach Applied
    1. Heuristics
    2. Field Tests
  7. Suggest areas of research

Notes:

  1. Why would one use theology? It offers a theory of behavior, which is essentially what is needed...
  2. Could I do this in a year? Is it possible?

I think there is something profound as thinking of O/R=Oz within the context of story.

February 13, 2009

Engaging in a Deeper Level of Prayer

Observations/Reflections: Engaging in a Deeper Level of Prayer
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 02/13/09
Written: 01/08/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

It occurs to me, on the continuation of the intensity of my prayer life, that despite the hours I am currently spending in prayer, I am not engaging at the level I could be. I perceive that my prayer could be more focused. I pray for my family every day, but I do not believe I am spending the concentrated prayer for each child that I should.

February 11, 2009

The Difference between Proper Basic Understanding and more Advanced Understanding

Observations/Reflections: On the Difference between Proper Basic Understanding and more Advanced Understanding
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 02/11/09
Written: 12/22/08
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

It would seem that there is a kind of proper basic truth that is readily grasped by ordinary thinkers. On the other hand, there seems to be a much more complex understanding of truth that is grasped by great thinkers like Edwards or Augustine.

One must ask whether or not the deep exploration of truth that yields greater understanding provides adequate return on energy. Now the whole notion of an adequate return of energy implies a certain kind of ethic. But if we warrant, for now, that one's life must be dedicated towards some significant achievement/output, then we might ask whether or not a satisfactory grasp of the proper basic truth is enough.

My inclination is to delve deeply, but I must wonder as to whether or not all this "delving" will yield a return that will justify its cost. In any event, I can't stop...

February 10, 2009

Differing Opinions and the Search for Truth

Observations/Reflections: On Differing Opinions and the Search for Truth
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 02/10/09
Written: 01/08/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Among the multiplicity of differing opinions, there should be at least a general agreement that there is a multiplicity of differing opinions. Everyone does not agree. Further, most would agree with the proposition that, in some form or another, the different opinions are mutually exclusive. At least, in some ways, the two contrary positions cannot both be true. While there are those that disagree with my point, their argument is mostly negated by the fact that we disagree on this very point (pettito principi).

February 9, 2009

Deliberate Mediocrity

Observations/Reflections: On Deliberate Mediocrity
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 02/09/09
Written: 01/15/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

In some cases, in the relationship between a father and a son, it is better for the father to achieve no more than mediocrity in certain fields. His unparalleled excellence in a single field could serve as an impediment to his son.

If, however, he limits his personal achievement, he is able to gain his son's interest in a particular field, and then give his son the opportunity to surpass him. So in some ways, and at some times, it may be best for a father to hold himself in check.

February 6, 2009

The Purest Philosophy

Observations/Reflections: On the Purest Philosophy
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 02/06/09
Written: 01/15/09
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

People at their moments of greatest joy, and especially at their moments of deepest grief, break out spontaneously in to the most profound of philosophies. It is after a great loss that you hear a person, who is normally absorbed in the day to day grind of activities, suddenly break into a profound soliloquy.

All of us are philosophers. Philosophy is how we cope. Philosophy is how we survive.

January 20, 2009

Edwardian Vision for the Glory of God

Observations/Reflections: Edwardian Vision for the Glory of God
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 01/20/09
Written: 12/23/08
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

As I am contemplating the various aesthetic systems, it grows increasingly clear that Jonathan Edwards, in his much overlooked work on beauty, offers a nuanced and profound understanding. His work linking the Glory of God with Beauty mirrors much of my own. I believe there are depths here that remain unplumbed. Further exploration could yield a seminal basis for my work on business and worship.

January 19, 2009

The Nature of Worship from a Whiteheadian Perspective

Observations/Reflections: On the Nature of Worship from a Whiteheadian Perspective
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Date: 09/04/08
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin
Bibliography: Whiteheadian Thought as a Basis for a Philosophy of Religion by Forest Wood, Jr. http://www.religion-online.org/showchapter.asp?title=2736&C=2475

A far better view is found in Hartshorne's suggestion: "Worship is the integrating of all one's thoughts and purposes, all valuations and meanings, all perceptions and conceptions."3 Worship is a consciously unitary response to life. And God, the object of worship, is"...the wholeness of the world, correlative to the wholeness of every sound individual dealing with the world."4 The term "individual" in his comment applies not only to people but to any entity whatsoever: "Any sentient individual in any world experiences and acts as one. . ."5 These ideas of Hartshorne's do not stand in isolation; rather they are part of a Whiteheadian world-view in which each individual entity is an integration of parts into a whole. Whitehead's principle is "The many become one, and are increased by one." (Process and Reality, Corrected Edition, ed. Griffin & Sherburne, New York: The Free Press, 1978, 21)

Hartshorne makes another major contribution to our understanding of worshiping and serving God. The insight is a surprising one. Hartshorne argues that people (and other things) contribute"...value to God which he would otherwise lack."6 God is a real recipient of our actions. This notion is consistent with the Whiteheadian metaphysic that each entity contributes value to other entities. Each entity in the universe (including God) is internally related to other entities. That people (and other things) contribute value to God gives real meaning to the lives of people and the events of the world.

January 9, 2009

Baye's Theorem

Observations/Reflections: Baye's Theorem
Status: Transcribed and Reviewed
Published: 01/09/09
Written: 04/04/06
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

My micro-testing research indicates an opportunity to maximize the testing potential in those cases where one has some probability established for the test results of a given variable.

In this regard, the Bayesian Theorem may provide simpler ways to achieve a result.

This needs more research.

January 7, 2009

Conflating the Two Concepts of Convergence Theory and Enterprise Locus

Observations/Reflections: On Conflating the Two Concepts of Convergence Theory and Enterprise Locus
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 01/07/09
Written: 02/27/08
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I am conflating two concepts: convergence theory with enterprise locus.

Transformation assumes an external force working against an entity. In the event that force is being applied to an entity in a given dimension, the force must be channeled. In those cases where the energy itself is the only force, then the energy is all that is necessary. Nevertheless, if there is an item, such as a message being delivered, then you will have the content and the energy. The means of reaching the entity becomes the distribution. One might argue that is not the means, but rather the action of distributing the energy. Nevertheless, energy by its very nature distributes. It implies motion. Thus, one might be able to unify content distribution and energy as a single factor, depending on certain circumstances.

January 6, 2009

The Principle of Financial Management applied to Energy Management

Observations/Reflections: On the Principle of Financial Management applied to Energy Management
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 01/06/09
Written: 11/17/07
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

As I struggle to allocate my energy resources, it occurs to me that the primary principals of financial allocation could be relevant. I need to allocate my time/energy in accord with certain of these principles. I have said it before, "if Warren Buffet is an expert at capital allocation, I want to be an expert at energy allocation." Still, as time passes, I grow more cognizant to the fact that I can adapt the principles of financial management to the realities of my energy management. I will write more on this later.

January 5, 2009

Being Called into the Depths

Observations/Reflections: Being Called into the Depths
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 01/05/2008
Written: January 2008
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

What does it mean to be called into the depths? Perhaps it involves pursing the truth that can hardly be expressed to those around you. Perhaps it involves living deeply within the profoundest moments of your life. Perhaps it involves offering only the slightest hint to those who might have a potential to care...

Tis of the essence of life here,
  Though we choose greatly, still to lack
The lasting memory at all clear,
  That life has for us on the wrack
Nothing but what we somehow chose;
  Thus are we wholly stipped of pride
In the pain that has but one close,
  Bearing it crushed and mystified.
- Robert Frost

Achilles to Odysseus, in the underworld: "I'd rather be a slave on earth than rule here, among the breathless dead." Translation: Quit longing for the glory days of war and go home to deal with your family and your kingdom.

December 17, 2008

Further of Revisions to my Thinking on Categorization

Observations/Reflections: On Further of Revisions to my Thinking on Categorization
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 12/17/08
Written: 10/18/07
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

In previous observations, I have considered how one might approach a planning issue. I have suggested that there are principles and applications. The applications can be divided into entities, actions, and emphasis. I have suggested that emphasis allows for intuition and perception.

I think my plan needs to be further refined. I think I need to add environment.

Essentially you have an entity, but that entity is acting within place. To think of the entity apart from place is a mistake. So then, I am thinking about principles and applications. Under applications I am thinking about entities, actions, locations or environment, and emphasis.

December 15, 2008

Living within the Partial

Observations/Reflections: On Living within the Partial
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 12/15/08
Written: 11/25/07
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

There are times when the multiplicity of thoughts, the problems with living within the partial, the incomplete, and the flawed is too much. I feel as though I will burst or burn. God, give me grace to endure the temporary.

December 12, 2008

Disraeli on Commitment

Observations/Reflections: Disraeli on Commitment
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 12/12/08
Written: 10/20/08
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Amidst the challenges of the 2008 economy, a leader cannot afford to attack cost structures with tentative measures. Hesitation is lethal.

"The most dangerous strategy is to jump a chasm in two leaps." - Benjamin Disraeli

December 11, 2008

Joy as the Ultimate Antidote

Observations/Reflections: On Joy as the Ultimate Antidote
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 12/11/08
Written: January 2008
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

It occurred to me, today, as I was worshiping in a small church in the mountains in North Carolina, that the ultimate antidote for this deep futility I experience is in joy itself.

Joy is not the result of finding an antidote. Joy is the antidote.

The Scripture says that the Joy of the Lord is our strength. Over the years the meaning of this phrase and its many layers has materialized in my soul. But the older I get the more desperately I need it. All around me I see the results of evil. There is decay and desperation.

The horror of the human condition could overwhelm me. Yet, I see somehow that the answer to this dilemma is in joy itself.

December 10, 2008

The Need for a Meta-Theory of Optimization

Observations/Reflections: On the Need for a Meta-Theory of Optimization
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 12/10/08
Written: 12/10/08
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Is there a general underlying theory of optimization that will allow you to improve results regardless of the medium or the business category? Isn't there more to optimization than learning a set of rules? How can we gain a deep understanding of the optimization process? Is there some way for the average marketer to quickly identify the core psychological problems signaled by an underperforming page?

Optimization experts are proliferating. Books on the subject are multiplying. But as one philosopher observed, "the more words, the less meaning." We are alternately reprimanded, or encouraged, to religiously apply the new "irrefutable laws of optimization": Left Nav is the best Nav, use Alt tags with your images, keep the call to action above the fold, minimize the number of required field forms, ad nauseum.

At first, this growing body of knowledge is impressive. And in recent months, I have noticed that my students begin their certification training with a better grasp of the fundamental concepts. One might easily conclude an increase in expertise.

I beg to differ.

Knowing the "what" does not mean that you know the "why", and if you do not know the "why," you may not know the "when" - that is you may not know "when" a given rule applies in a given situation. Specific, tactical guidelines are applicable only to specific, tactical problems. Their limitation is in their adaptability. It is not enough to grasp a handful of common rules and then fling them at a poorly designed page. We need an theory that imparts the universal meaning beneath the "rules."

December 9, 2008

The Possibility of the Unlimited

Observations/Reflections: On the Possibility of the Unlimited
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 12/09/08
Written: 09/28/08
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Consider this: there are many things I cannot know. And because I cannot know them, I conclude that I am a limited being. The knowledge of my limitations motivates me to consider the possibility of a being that is virtually unlimited. In this way, I discover the possibilities of the Ultimate (god) - through the impossibilities of the incipient (myself).

Now I experience a kind of conflicting emotion. It is one part awe, and one part fear. The more I consider the possibility of the Ultimate, the more I experience awe. This awe leads to a kind of fear. I am helpless. What if the Ultimate is against me?

This questioning is accompanied by the recognition that I may not be asking the right questions and that my range of responses may be meaningless, but this does not dissuade me from reflecting further. It only underscores a certain sense that I cannot know for certain. It seems true that I might know in the temporal sense, but it also seems true that this "knowing" is strictly limited in the absolute sense.

Thus, it is my very limitation which points to the possibility of the unlimited. It is the possibility of the unlimited that provokes a kind of visceral response - in my case, fear.

December 5, 2008

Hammurabi's Strengthening of the Center

Observations/Reflections: On Hammurabi's Strengthening of the Center
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 12/05/08
Written: 09/30/08
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

In 1792 the Amorite chief of Babylon died. He was replaced by a son, Hammurabi. This new leader was trapped between two major kingdoms: Rim-sin and Shamashi-adad.

Hammurabi was not strong enough to fight either city, so he patiently prepared. "He bided his time, building canals and temples, reinforcing cities." In effect, he quietly strengthened his center.

When the time was right, he edged towards the margins of Rim-sin's kingdom. There he captured a smaller, less-important city, while being careful not to threaten the heart of Rim-sin's kingdom. Next, he forged alliances with Rim-sin's enemy, Shamashi-adad. Then he quietly waited.

In the end, Hammurabi conquered the entire region, defeating both his enemies and his allies - whereupon he only intensified his efforts to strengthen his center: Hammurabi unified the kingdom with a detailed set of laws, and then he established control of the shipping routes, requiring a royal passport at key checkpoints.

The lesson for me is this: Strengthen the center first. I can only engage in two activities: I can increase output or I can increase capacity (for output). There will be times, when I must quietly wait for opportunity. It is best, in those times, to focus on increased capacity.

December 4, 2008

The Connection between Trustworthiness and Effectiveness

Observations/Reflections: On the Connection between Trustworthiness and Effectiveness
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 12/04/08
Written: 10/16/08
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

Trustworthiness is not just a matter of honesty. It is closely connected with effectiveness. A man esteemed for his honesty may find his genuine intentions completely undermined by his own lack of effectiveness. The problem can be easily illustrated with a business example.

A man's reputation for honesty in business can be severely undermined by his inability to deliver on a promise. He may have the highest and best intentions, but if he has not made the right strategic and tactical moves, he may find himself unable to effectively execute his intensions.

The lesson here is stark.

December 3, 2008

Investing Selflessly in Other People Yet Receiving a Return

Observations/Reflections: On Investing Selflessly in Other People Yet Receiving a Return
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 12/03/08
Written: 09/30/08
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

I have noticed over the years that my greatest returns have come from selfless investment in other people. Sometimes when you find someone you can help and you extend yourself to do so, never really expecting a direct return on that service, the investing can go on and on. Yet, I have found, when you least expect it, those investments in people bear great fruit. At times, people who I have served in this way have come back to help me in dramatic, tangible ways.

One must be careful not to let this observation taint the way they think about the people they are helping. Still, there is much for which to be grateful.

December 2, 2008

The Value of Approximation

Observations/Reflections: On the Value of Approximation
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 12/02/08
Written: 09/30/08
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

We know that Pi is an approximation. But by the 19th century it had been extended to 500 decimal points. How valuable is an approximation?

Two Canadian mathematicians calculated that by using Pi to the thirty-ninth decimal, it is possible to calculate the circumference of the known universe at an accuracy level equal to the radius of a single hydrogen atom.

One should not underestimate the value of approximation.

December 1, 2008

Method Hindering Results

Observations/Reflections: On Method Hindering Results
Status: Dictated but Not Reviewed
Published: 12/01/08
Written: 10/08/08
Dictated By: Flint McGlaughlin

What is one to do when able to demonstrate accurate results without being able to demonstrate meaningful method? To some extent, the Indian mathematician Srinivasa Ramanujan illustrates this enigma. Ramanujan could solve the most complex problems, but he could barely prove his answers. It took others, like G. H. Hardy, to validate these answers. Ramanujan deployed the wrong method, but achieved the right results that others failed to achieve with their careful, thorough approaches. Are my results being hindered by my method?